Miss Kitty

[img]http://www.pokemonreborn.com/images/lc/6c3.png[/img] [url="http://pokemonreborn.com/logs/186.html"]Cal* vs. Ice[/url] [img]http://www.pokemonreborn.com/images/pc/ice.png[/img]

[img]http://www.pokemonreborn.com/images/lc/2c2.png[/img] [url="http://pokemonreborn.com/logs/184.html"]Florinia* vs. Kitty[/url] [img]http://www.pokemonreborn.com/images/pc/kitty.png[/img]

[img]http://www.pokemonreborn.com/images/lc/2c2.png[/img] [url="http://pokemonreborn.com/logs/184.html"]Florinia* vs. Kitty[/url] [img]http://www.pokemonreborn.com/images/pc/kitty.png[/img]

[img]http://www.pokemonreborn.com/images/lc/4c2.png[/img] [url="http://pokemonreborn.com/logs/183.html"]Blake* vs. Lara[/url] [img]http://www.pokemonreborn.com/images/pc/lara.png[/img]

[img]http://www.pokemonreborn.com/images/lc/4c2.png[/img] [url="http://pokemonreborn.com/logs/183.html"]Blake* vs. Lara[/url] [img]http://www.pokemonreborn.com/images/pc/lara.png[/img]

[img]http://www.pokemonreborn.com/images/lc/6c3.png[/img] [url="http://pokemonreborn.com/logs/182.html"]Cal vs. Mashew*[/url] [img]http://www.pokemonreborn.com/images/pc/mashew.png[/img]

[img]http://www.pokemonreborn.com/images/lc/6c3.png[/img] [url="http://pokemonreborn.com/logs/182.html"]Cal vs. Mashew*[/url] [img]http://www.pokemonreborn.com/images/pc/mashew.png[/img]

[img]http://www.pokemonreborn.com/images/lc/2c2.png[/img] [url="http://pokemonreborn.com/logs/181.html"]Florinia* vs. Ice[/url] [img]http://www.pokemonreborn.com/images/pc/ice.png[/img]

[img]http://www.pokemonreborn.com/images/lc/2c2.png[/img] [url="http://pokemonreborn.com/logs/181.html"]Florinia* vs. Ice[/url] [img]http://www.pokemonreborn.com/images/pc/ice.png[/img]

[img]http://www.pokemonreborn.com/images/lc/2c3.png[/img] [url="http://pokemonreborn.com/logs/180.html"]Florinia* vs. Hyper[/url] [img]http://www.pokemonreborn.com/images/pc/hyper.png[/img] Unqualified Battle

[img]http://www.pokemonreborn.com/images/lc/3c3.png[/img] [url="http://pokemonreborn.com/logs/179.html"]Hardy* vs. Batman[/url] [img]http://www.pokemonreborn.com/images/pc/batman.png[/img]

[img]http://www.pokemonreborn.com/images/lc/3c3.png[/img] [url="http://pokemonreborn.com/logs/179.html"]Hardy* vs. Batman[/url] [img]http://www.pokemonreborn.com/images/pc/batman.png[/img]

[img]http://www.pokemonreborn.com/images/lc/9c2.png[/img] [url="http://pokemonreborn.com/logs/178.html"]--Kiki vs. Bullet*[/url] [img]http://www.pokemonreborn.com/images/pc/bullet.png[/img]

[img]http://www.pokemonreborn.com/images/lc/9c2.png[/img] [url="http://pokemonreborn.com/logs/178.html"]--Kiki vs. Bullet*[/url] [img]http://www.pokemonreborn.com/images/pc/bullet.png[/img]

[img]http://www.pokemonreborn.com/images/lc/2c3.png[/img] [url="http://pokemonreborn.com/logs/176.html"]Florinia* vs. Kitty[/url] [img]http://www.pokemonreborn.com/images/pc/kitty.png[/img]

[img]http://www.pokemonreborn.com/images/lc/2c3.png[/img] [url="http://pokemonreborn.com/logs/176.html"]Florinia* vs. Kitty[/url] [img]http://www.pokemonreborn.com/images/pc/kitty.png[/img]

[img]http://www.pokemonreborn.com/images/lc/6c2.png[/img] [url="http://pokemonreborn.com/logs/175.html"]Cal* vs. Lara[/url] [img]http://www.pokemonreborn.com/images/pc/lara.png[/img]

[img]http://www.pokemonreborn.com/images/lc/6c2.png[/img] [url="http://pokemonreborn.com/logs/175.html"]Cal* vs. Lara[/url] [img]http://www.pokemonreborn.com/images/pc/lara.png[/img]

[img]http://www.pokemonreborn.com/images/lc/3c3.png[/img] [url="http://pokemonreborn.com/logs/174.html"]Hardy* vs. Mashew[/url] [img]http://www.pokemonreborn.com/images/pc/mashew.png[/img]

[img]http://www.pokemonreborn.com/images/lc/3c3.png[/img] [url="http://pokemonreborn.com/logs/174.html"]Hardy* vs. Mashew[/url] [img]http://www.pokemonreborn.com/images/pc/mashew.png[/img]

[img]http://www.pokemonreborn.com/images/lc/9c2.png[/img] [url="http://pokemonreborn.com/logs/173.html"]--Kiki vs. Manowar*[/url] [img]http://www.pokemonreborn.com/images/pc/manowar.png[/img]

[img]http://www.pokemonreborn.com/images/lc/9c2.png[/img] [url="http://pokemonreborn.com/logs/173.html"]--Kiki vs. Manowar*[/url] [img]http://www.pokemonreborn.com/images/pc/manowar.png[/img]

I want to help you, though. So just let me...

It's not fair to keep everyone in the dark while I'm going through some difficult times. But I'm going on leave. Who knows if I'll come back. It could be a few days, weeks, months, or even years. I'm still posting logs as my request to Ame... It's not fair to him if I just up and leave and everything is once again on his shoulders... It's no secret to everyone that I'm depressed right now. It's not fair if I shun everyone out because of my silly problems, either. I've nothing to hide, so I will share it with PPR... Things have been really crazy for the past few months, and it's finally catching up to this sad soul. My parents are divorcing, and all my mother wants to do right now is drink and smoke pot a lot. And what's worse is that she's sorta making me listen to her sad rants whilst she's on drugs. My dad never calls me, of course... Then again, he considered me a half-mistake. My job is really driving me up a wall that isn't getting me anywhere. I never got my raise, my boss won't promote me when I'm the one of very few that actually works. My new supervisors are treating me like I'm not even slightly kitty/human... For the past few weeks, I've been having obnoxious nightmares about someone leaving. ... Jumping off the edge of the world. And recently, a few others here at PPR jumped off the edge of the world too... And it's really annoying, especially when I already have nightmares of something that happened 13 years ago. So, for these nightmares to not control me, I've been sleeping less and less. And this is also out of my control when I can only think of one thing all the time at night. I practically murder myself at night until I can finally sleep for that hour and a half... Then I wake up to find that my whole life just isn't a dream. And I wish it was.... I miss my bestest friend in the whole world... I'm very lonely without him... I'm sure some of you have heard me mention him once or twice. My kitty, Rascal. I grew up with him... And we're the bestest friends that anyone could ever witness. He died May of 2009... And it adds on more heartbreak when he was all I ever had for 9 years. I kinda grew up as the social outcast of my school. You know, being made fun of and such things. Even when I helped them understand stuff the teacher can't explain well... I'm obviously not a very good person to them... So I was friendless for quite a long while. Even though I had my friend from childhood. He left to Kentucky to live with his Grandmother in 6th grade. It was hard when I had to watch him wave goodbye to me out the back of his car while he drove off. But I found him on Myspazz and we talk from time to time, so that's okay. I'm really sorry to everyone. I'm just not one to handle things right, right now. I have my moments where I blow up and seriously contemplate the unthinkable. I guess I'm lucky to have Ame for that. And Manowar for what happened last night. I'm sorry for putting such heavy burdens on both of your heads. It's really not fair to you two and I'm just being all selfish because of how fucked up I am. I love you guys, a lot. I really hope to come back someday. But for now, I'm just logging, working, and laying in bed all day... Hah... I'm really pathetic... So goodbye for now.

...I did it again... I will get it fixed, Stars. Fixed.