at least not that well. I'm an old member, but I think many of you would be too if fate had been otherwise. I'm afraid that while tales of myself have been spread around, I can't say I'm all that familiar with most of you, especially if you've chosen to change your name around. This my "What do I think of you?" thread.
But, I shall go ahead and start with a few certain people who bear mentioning at the moment.
Mashew- I feel I'm still quite distant with you. You are a shoulder to lean on, a member that many other memebers feel comfortable telling their stories to when they feel down. But as for me, you're so malleable and seemingly willing to tell them what they want to hear, you seem a bit fake to me. And that has bugged me for a long time. But at the same time I'm sure there's a twinge of jealousy that goes with that sentiment. Whatever else I am, I'm not that person for anyone it seems.
Wolf/Godot/Dominus- you've become my best friend IRL. I hardly know what else to say after that. We're almost completely opposite sometimes, but that also serves to complement what I am not, making us an unstoppable combination. You're religious in your own way and I am not, but that is nothing I could ever hold against you, friend. We have different versions of 'faith.' You're intelligent, and funny, and always strive for something off the wall, something that just isn't ordinary. We have a lot in common and we enjoy many of the same things. Quite simply, you're irreplaceable as a friend. There is more to it than that, but I cannot find the words to give it justice.
Tyler/Colin/Ashley: I've long known that if a person truly got to know somebody else, one could never really hate them. And you. Well you and I have clashed and I've certainly disliked you for it. But you've settled down and become more stable, settled in who you are. You truly impressed me when you came to me to talk about the guilds you had in mind. You've done a lot to calm down and I'm glad you could share those interests with me. We've kept a certain distance from each other till now and I'm fully wiling and indeed eager to disregard all thiat and find out who you REALLY are.
Amethyst- We've known each other for a long time. Since before I even went to high school! As always, you've commanded a certain respect for just about everything you've managed to do, and that's no mean feat. You're intelligent and ambitious, the latter always leaving me in awe of the drive you exhibit relatively frequently- your moods notwithstanding, lol. However, I can feel that you withhold quite a bit of yourself, revealing bits and pieces in even your blog postings. You are careful to a fault, and conscientious to a fault.
Ikaru- You are too... naive. As some others already put it. You have a certain spirit, to be sure, but I do wonder if it is not misplaced. There is that nobility of spirit that may yet prove fruitful for you but requires a patience that is beyond even me. And I have endured an entire deployment and have helped raise a brother an entire 9 years younger than msyelf. Call me a liar if I don't think you need to develop some aggression, some IDGAF attitude. You have a right to be, and I support who you want to be. Now gather the strength to be unafraid the let that man BE.
Phoenix- others have called you out on putting on a grumpy front but being a nice guy underneath it all. I tend to agree. You are a solid mod, but don't put out a whole lot for the general public to see. You've put in long hours and put in your best all to embetter Reborn (if there is a such a word), far beyond what I think is even necessary. I don't know what it is that makes you try to hide how much you care, but it is there to be seen with even such a passing glance as mine.
Kiozo- As I have mentioned elsewhere, my early experiences with you impressed me quite a bit. You have intelligence and a calm, contemplative dimeanor that I respect a great deal. Truly, it is no happenstance that you've become Authy, entrusted to deal responsibly with any calamity that even thinks to look crosswise at Reborn. I sense a certain reticence about you, but one can squarely rely on the thoughtul respone then ensues.
Rotomfan- It seems that you also strive to be a bit different and have displayed an intricate sense of humor. You many have annoyed many others but for the most part I find you genuinely funny and have enjoyed many of your posts. It makes me wonder what such others as Moriarty, who support you, have seen...
Horizon and Miku- I know it's kinda wierd to put you two together like this but you two have had comparable effects on the members of Reborn. Or at least on what other authy talk about. Not all of it has been positive, but youv'e both improved and become quiet the regular members here at Reborn. I look forward to finding out more about what kind of individuals the two of you are.
And here I will pause for the night. Feel free to post to remind me of who else I have left to describe.