Thanks. And yeah, I know exactly which avatar you're talking about.
-When? I'd have to guess late elementary, early middleschool-ish.
-Most memorable? I'd have to say it was one of the first of the more epic sized dreams I had.
-If I had one wish? I'll have to get back to you on that one because I would cram a lot of different things with specific stipulations into that one wish. It would not be a simple wish, I can tell you that.
-Well, I've always endured and used to have a lot of patience. Much less headstrong and impatient compared to now. But I'd always had a lot of pride. I did really well in sports and academics, so I also had a lot of confidence growing up. Even if conditions were unfavorable or there was something I didn't like, I was always proud and confident that I could and did weather it well, but I rarely bragged about it. I was ever a believer of an ideal that I found out the special forces uses almost like a moto: the quiet professional. (So now you can see why I hate swag so much and prefer class) But then you do eventually wear down, people take your effort for granted because you strive to make it look effortless, and they can end up treating you like a pushover because you don't complain. I also found that being indifferent, indecisive, or not having a strong opinion one way or another is... well, it's boring. It's pretty much like not having a personality. Even if you are well adapted and really don't care, having an unpopular or dissenting opinion is better than not having one at all and it really negatively affects you socially. And so it was that I decided to formulate opinions and stand behind them, and to assert myself for what I wanted. I decided to care and take control of the direction of my life by actually communicating when I wasn't happy with a choice or decision or circumstance, or whatever. It was a bit of a long, gradual change from a strong, stoic shield that blocks attacks as a challenge to walking forward through the crowd with my shield up to make a path and move forward in a direction I wanted to go.
-As far as persona arcana, I think my birthday actually puts me as the Star arcana, which I think suits me. Margaret had this to say about it:
"It's a strong card, one that gives hope to those on the ground below. It shines in times of need. But, eventually, it is destined to fall to the earth and disappear... Even I can feel the sadness of this inescapable destiny..."
Margaret, Persona 4
-Yeah, I tried the original league but I got stuck around halfway through. I also knew a lot less about the metagame then than I do now but I learned a lot about it pretty quickly from the others. But at the same time, my desire to really be competitive with pokemon just plummeted dramatically as a result. I didn't make any serious attempts at league after that.
-Favorite? I'd say it is a three-way tie between Blastoise, Torkoal, and Mewtwo.
-Today? Well, I'm actually really tired right now because my sleep schedule is out of whack and I'm staying up as late as I can to try to get it back on course.
-I like cake. Without too much frosting and usually with a cold glass of milk or else it has the tendency to be too sweet.
Oh yes, I remember that. I could have sworn we'd had some interaction before that. But yeah, I remember it but it never comes to mind whenever we talk or I think about you. I think it's safe to say the hatchet is buried and rusted away at this point. =P
I can really only put those years as an estimate because the reason I actually went online and joined a forum was to get help with either MMBN3 or 4, I forget which.
And so my first major community was that forum I joined. I can't remember the name, but it was the forum for a major gaming media help/review site, rather like ign. It might have been gamespot, but I really don't remember. Maybe Ame does. The main site and forums were taken over by new management and I lost interest in being there after all the changes and I hadn't looked back more than twice. Other than that, I was on Gaiaonline for a while. I was good at fishing and enjoyed the OMG mmo they've got. Now I don't remember how to get back to the crystal room so I can un-lower my character levels. As for when? There were both around the same time, so yeah 2004-ish. I logged into the old profile recently out of curiosity and let me tell you, the inflation is ungodly.
1. The army has made me an angrier person in that I really resent the military and the way it is run and it has pushed me to be more bold and expressive because there's only so much stupidity I'm willing to tolerate now that I'm no longer contractually helpless. I also appreciate school and civilian-side jobs a lot more. It also gives me a different perspective to some that. For example, I'm unafraid when the news screams that they're 'militarizing' the police because while most people see them as getting more dangerous and lethal, I see a bunch of dudes simply putting on more armor and gear that protects them more and weights them down and gets in their way and just holds more tools. They're not adding weapons or lethality, they're just adding utility and defense because they're worried about the heat the civilians are packing. 'Oh, they have a military truck now!' well the truck itself is garbage to ride in, but it does protect you more, and is way better at stopping bullets heading their way. There's no machine gun on top, so you can stop being scared now. The cops are more scared than you. And that's not a good thing.
Advice? My best advice is to not enlist, but go officer. If you really must join a service, join the airforce. It doesn't matter which job, they're all cozy and treat you well and have better everything. EVERYTHING. Navy ranks second and it's a toss-up between army and marines as to which is worst. If you must enlist, do not be infantry. They will treat you like shit and waste your time and think of you as free labor. Also, don't be a medic because they'll put you in with the infantry and do everything with them. Don't be a supply guy. If things are run legit and by the books, you will regret it. Pick a job that will train you in skills that you can use at a job outside the military if you choose to leave it.
2. It's gotten way bigger, of course. There are a lot more younger people than there used to be, or at least it seems to me, so I'd say overall the maturity level has gone down, but that's just an overall average. There are just gonna be a few things that I put different value and priority on than they do and it can be exasperating sometimes. I really don't see it changing much in the future, tbh. The biggest push for change in the forum member base will most likely come from Ame's next game project after Reborn. I mean, I still see a lot of the same old metagame debates that have been going on for years around here
Oh, that signature is of Scorpion and Sub-Zero fighting in the comics that go with Mortal Kombat X.