GreyShadow

Probably should have said this earlier but as of a few months ago pokemon ravensong has ceased all development (not that there was really any at all lol) and the friend I began working on it with has ghosted me completely, I have no idea why he just up and blocked me on everything. Oh well. Sucks but that’s my life ,

y’know. And could have used a friend in these dark days.  Gotta love the good ol’ USA being awful, just so awful. To anyone that sees this and needs someone to talk to just shoot me a message. I’m here for anyone that needs it! Hope everyone’s doing better than I am these days. God, getting diagnosed with diabetes, the government trying to destroy the LGBTQIA+ community, AND having the same shit lick I always have, could anything else go wrong….. y’know what don’t answer that, I’ve come to learn that when I’m right, I wish I wasn’t. And when I’m wrong, I’m still right about the worst part of whatever it was. It’s like a curse being right as often as I am, I’m not the smartest or most interesting person but damn if I’m not good at pattern recognition within people’s actions ughhh. Well sorry for being so negative, I’ll leave you with a nice character speech I’m going to come up with off the top of my head in my sleep deprived state, that should be fun right?!

”In a world that values light and flair, where being showy and extravagant is the norm and the only way to be accepted, where the actions of the few supersede the needs of the masses, in a world like this it’s the shadows and the silent that more often then not serve the best interests of those same masses. The broken and the damned, the lost and the lonely, they are all too aware of the nature of this place, for they have nowhere they fit, a puzzling puzzle piece lost in a sea of legos and action figures. People show you their true selves in the darkest moments, when they do trust your eyes. For like me you’re lonely, like me you’re silent, like me you are reviled. The masks we wear are masks of color and life, but we are anything but alive. 
sometimes the strongest among us found our strength in the simplest ways, for me it’s because I had no other choice. I became strong because I had to. But I do not subjugate those weaker than I, my strength is used to protect those around me. A shadow ever clinging to the light, ever silent, yet there all the same.” 
 

this probably would have been a nice character moment within project ravensong given I was thinking of my character while writing it, alas it shall never come to pass.

anyway hope everyone’s doing well! Have a good…. However long it takes me to write something here again lol