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Like, the beat/vocals :3 Not necessarily the lyrics. I'll check those guys out >w> <w< Awwwh thanks ;w; Just2popular. It reeks! Not necessarily smelling BAD just really STROOOOONG. Mrrr. Cigarettes smell REALLY good. Especially camels. Smoking, idk. Haven't paid attention. ChromeCrashWorstBrowser2012xoxo HEAR ME. Winter-- ilyxoxo I'd have posted today, but I was alil fucked up. Still alil fucked up. Spell-check I thank you.

This legitimately made me really happy ;w; I find it's really easy to do when it's either -Write about ANYTHING, PLEASE, FUCKING ANYTHING- or -Do coursework-. It's an Imagination Steroid, procrastination. See, but I used it all up in programming, and I can't think of much to write at 11:10 pm in my own home D; I'M GLAD YOU LIKE THEM OWEN BECAUSE I JUST UPLOADED ALL OF THE NEW ONES.

Going to respond to each of you individually~ (Wow, this is a lot more people than I initially expected!) Amethyst-- <3 Love you too Winter-- Ever been to a mental hospital? Prime example of "entertainment". Visit one my roommate's life was attempted, and he lost hearing/vision in his left ear/eye. Second time, slept around with my roommate. Third was the best... Roommate 1 was smuggling in morphine from partial and giving people his meds to snort, then he was put in 1 on 1 and couldn't room with anyone till they shipped him to rez, roommate two I slept with thrice, roommate three was just funny. Cyrus-- I do what I waaaaant! Ugh I love Enter Shikari at this point. Not really into the whole screamo thing but songs like zzZonked, Arguing with Thermometers, and Hectic just totally get me. I discovered them through your posts in "What are YOU listening to?" btw Pshh, the hospital is underrated. Ikaru-- It's okay I love you anyways <3 Inuki-- Not long enough; I'll write more <3 Maelstrom-- Well, I aim to please~ Pink-- It's okay! Flareon and Cacturne will be uber in OUR tier lists It's really something about aesthetics and in-game use for me. Also if I try something out for a team and like it, I end up loving it as a pokemon, instead of just something that works on my team. Honchkrow is a prime example of this~ Sucker Punch+Moxie sweeps ALL day. Did you know Drowzee's Dex entry (not sure which gen, I think all of them? lol ;o), all about eating dreams and such, is a LIEEE? Drowzee can only learn Dream Eater through TM! Erick-- The anime totally gives a whole new perspective~ OKAY I FEEL BETTER, ON TO ENDLESS REMINISCING ABOUT EVENTS RECENTLY COME TO PASS. Mmm, reading up on my last post, I've deduced that I wrote that list bit on Friday~ Oooh, Friday. You were a fun time. After school, I went across the street with Maggie, Jeremiah, and Maddy. We met up with Jose, Gabe(yum), Sammy, Raziel(ew), and Vicky. And then Ellie and Zach showed up out of nowhere xD And then illegal activities I will skip over with Maggie and Jeremiah. It was my first time so I was hella disoriented and I loved it. Also I kept forgetting what I was saying before I was done saying it, so three word sentences became a lot harder than they should have been to puke out. And I just really wanted to touch Gabe all over. Mash can fill in the intentional blank here. (But don't, that's why I left it blank) Plus it was just really fucking awesome. Hrmm. I feel like I'm censoring a LOT of information here. But. Mrr. And then I was coming down and was just, really, really exhausted, and so I wanted to smoke some more but it was alte and my ride was tired, And everyone was gonna go drink in the woods but my ride (The Sober Crusader) needed to get home. So I missed out on that ): There were 4 fucking cop cars in that shopping center btw, which consists of like 15-20 stores. What the hellllll? I still have some stuff left, but I'm saving it. Have you ever stolen cigarettes, not to smoke them, just to open them and sniff because they smell SO GOOD? I do that All the time. My parents are smokers and buy them by the multi-pack carton and I just sort of smuggle a pack to my room every once in a while because I like the smell. And then I give the pack to Jeremiah and he bums me a pill or something later. I like how I'm just not participating in class today. Ugh where's Alexan I want to talk with her I want to hang out with people after school today but I've no ride back so I can't. Social lives aren't for weenies anymore, children. I got one and made it a cool thing to have. Aren't I fabulous? Fuck, I've definately already posted this GIF before. I literally have over 100 fresh GIFs saved on ym computer at home. Last time I tried to upload any though, my shockwave player crashed, and Chrome crashed with it. Might be because I was uploading like 9038293048390 GIFs, but still... What, you you finna try? You wanna go? GET OUT OF MY FACE. 1HKO. Mmmm. Okay, so I covered Friday. What happened Saturday? ... Well I got hella tired Friday, fell asleep at like 8:40, ended up blowign off league, and then slept till like 3 pm Saturday... Played LoL all day... I'm bad with Olaf... Went to bed at 5am. Sunday, woke at 12, Ate a croissant(sp?), LoLoLoL, I'm good with Mundo, Skyped some people, went to bed at 12 but fell asleep at like 3 and then I woke up today and with the help of Monster Energy I'm surviving second period, and hopefully fourth. Fuck sixth. I'll pop my 5-hour-energy for eighth, especially since our pseudo-student teacher lady (this chick trying to BECOME a teacher who has been taking over every other day as practice) is being observed today, and she deserves to get a job as a teacher, so I want to be good for her. Want to see the most amazing thing? It's a band playing an AWESOME song on ONE guitar. All five of them are playing one guitar. And the vocals are BEAUTIFUL. Especially LongHairedGuy and BlondeGirl. OH GOD I COULD LISTEN TO IT FOR AGES IT SOUNDS SO GOOOOOOOOOOOOD. The teacher is eating like some peanut butter shit and oh god it reeks. I hate that smell. Don't any of you ever eat peanut butter in front of me. I will cut you. Or otherwise inconvenience your physical being. spam spam spam spam spam spam spam spam Okay that GIF is out of frame. Would be awk if somebody walked by and saw me typing with that just above my ramblings. Mmm, 21 more minutes of subjecting you people to my stream of consciousness. It feels goooooood <3 Uh. I. Uhm. I don't know what else to say. What's going to happen today? Hrmm.. Well Alexan's been having to take the metro to school since her bus isn't coming to her stop for some reason... Which means she's here more than an hour late every day. so hopefully, with any luck, I'll see her next period UNLEASH THE BEAST. LET'S OPEN UP THIS PIIIIIIIT. Rom-papa-pam rom-papa-pam rom-papa-pam~ My hair just doesn't cooperate anymore. Doesn't help that all of my combs disapeared in a very disturbing fashion. All at once, except for one, broken and disgusting because it went through the wash. Lint D; IT'S AN OMEN. THE APOCALYPSE IS COMING. First the combs, then US. Mmm. Yeah, so still feeling like I don't care and not much matters. Which means everyone should do whatever the fuck makes them happy. Want to hear what that is for me? In my case, sit through school doing as I please as long as it doesn't get in the way of me graduating. Then fall off the face of the earth and reappear in a foreign country, party untill I don't want to anymore, the end~ Pretty fucking romantic, in my opinion. Anyone else feel the same? Everrrr? Mrrr. Sorry, got distracted by the other tab. Watching videos by these people... Soooo gooooooood. Anyways, two minutes till class is over, bye <3

Wanting to update your journal but being too pissed off to do so from the usual "content/satisfied" disposition. I guess I'll respond to posts individually, and by the time I get to recounting actual events I'll feel better.

I like it~ Glad someone made this <3

Have you run into any trouble with normal walls like Blissey, Chansey, or Porygon2? I noticed that Dusclops is your only physical attacker, has that proved an issue?

Not my usual update day/time, but we have return Second, so here I am. Since my last update I've purchased a G I fully intend on taking advantage of after school, been roped into acting as MC for the next music show, been hit on by some guy I don't even know and gone out with my friend Ellie to walk around the park, watch a movie, and eat dinner. Also I've decided that I'm getting fat and I'm boycotting fast food. I've developed a belly :'( Fiora too good. I very much want a boyfriend. So every Friday that we have Music Sampler (Period 5) our homework is to bring in a song to share w/ the class and observe things like the melody, beat, etc... And today I'm bringing this. I usually can't stand screamo (screaming emos) but this song is pretty good, and generally light on the screaming. Just the beginning and some point 2 minutes in. I really like the industrial, breakbeat electro sound combined with the vocals post-screaming. Public nudity is not acceptable, children. I've gotten in trouble for it twice, LOL. So I'm starting to think I migh tbe slipping into that depressed mindset again, and the whole idea of another depressive cycle scares me. Moody, Irritable, Apathetic, Fatalistic, and Extrovert are five words you can't use to describe me while content, but I'd say are pretty accurate lately. Moody-- Self-explanatory. Moods fluctuating violently and easily. Irritable-- See above. I've been much more prone to snapping at people and almost punched someone in the hallway this morning. Apathetic-- I don't care. Which can be a strenth, but only in the sense that it's a natural defense mchanism. Fatalistic-- I've mentioned existential nihilism quite a lot recently, and for a reason. Extrovert-- Probably confusing, but I'm usually the Quiet and Content type. When I was severely depressed I would be loud, outgoing, and particularly social in public, but scarily pseudo-goth at home. I think it's a desperation thing. ^Took longer than I wanted and I elaborated too much^ I was recently told "big words don't suit" me, and I got really mad. Just so you guys know, this is the internet and none of you except Winter have known me for more than a fucking year and a half. And Winter knows me from Xat, where I don't go out of my way to act proper or have intelligent conversations, anyways. It really pissed me off when I was told that, because none of you fucking know me beyond my internet-self. Lol. I'm considering being an uptight prick who bleeds my potential vocabulary from his mouth, but I'd probably be no fun to talk to. SO TAKE THAT. I need to start working on that thing for Cloud. If you're reading this I want to talk to you...! I'm starting to wonder whether anyone even reads this journal, lol. That's half the reason I post my personal experiences and thoughts, so you guys can get to know me better. If you do, post so I don't give up on this little project Mmmm I need to get back into battling. I've become lazy ;o I also need to get back into doing homework. I haven't done more than three assignments a month for any class in the past 3 years. >_> Is it terribly unhealthy that I miss the mental hospital, because it was fun and I didn't have to worry about anything? Free vacation with okay food, "interesting" individuals, and in every visit I've taken, 3 or more bi/gay guys in very close proximity. Though they put it in their records when they caught me with my roommate last time, I think. But then again I'm 80% sure they erase the records after you've been discharged. Uhhhm. Why am I talking about this? NEVER GOING BACK! Awkward spacedog. Peace, comment if you actually read this shit <3

I don't like trains.

I know you~! And I'm glad you've decided you want to stay~

I tried to upload over 50 gifs to photobucket at once and it crashed my shockwave player and the entire browser, so uh... Ladidum. Yesterday was an adventure. I fell asleep on the bus, then woke to have my glasses handed to me in two pieces, the arm snapped, and bent as if stepped on. Then I remembered that I'd left my Monster energy drink in the freezer and was freaking out over the idea of it exploding in the ice box and ruining all of the ice. It all turned out okay, because I came home to find my stepdad had moved it to the fridge, and my mom had made an appointment to get my eyes checked and order new glasses. Of course now I have Old People Eyesight, and they have to special order my lenses which could take up to 2 weeks instead of just doing it in the store like before. But, they did a quick fix-it on my glasses by just giving them a new arm. Success! I want to dance, all the time. So I've decided, since I don't want to live to 30, that I would save up all of my money to go to Italy, and hike up and down the countryside before then, and then die somehow (not sure how, but I like to think I'm over the whole "Dramatic death" thing.). I don't want to kill myself or anything, I just don't wanna get old. Maybe I could die partying :B "American danced himself to death at 4 am this morning" sounds like a good morning paper obituary, no? Maybe I could OD, idk. Or maybe I could travel to more places, first. Though I don't see how I could in any ways realistically get the funds for that. At least in travelling to/hiking around Italy all I'd be paying for is the tickets and food, (assuming I carry a one-person tent and sleeping bag), but world travel sounds expensive. I realize this all sounds very naive and over-simplistic lol, but wouldn't that only be a better way to strip myself of this naivety? To thrust myself into the world with nothing to lose but the clothes on my back, and the few supplies I've brought along? And if I just disapear in Italy it's whatever. Joined my ancestors in the motherland, dude. I really want to see Capri, Florence, and Rome, but... soooooo expensive... and the Italian countryside is pretty, anyways. So says Google Earth. Though by the logic of "It looked nice via Google Earth" I should also visit the UK, Australia, and Holland. Ooooh I really want to live in Holland. Too much substance, man. I should go back to rambling at two to three sentences per half-formed thought. I'll do anything to avoid getting old, but I need to experience lots before that happens or I'd regret it. They say all the best things are bad for you, so maybe if I try all the best things, it'd be so bad for me I croaked o: Ew why am I being so morbid? For the record I'm not suicidal, just repulsed by the idea of living that long. Hummmmmm. Pokemon too good. I miss Hemlock from ML he was an OC of mine D: So was Hark originally, but when I stopped roleplaying I just opted to dub myself Hark online and act as I would under any other name ;o I miss roleplaying as Hark too :I Though roleplaying was fucking demanding on facebook, so I'm not sure I want to sign myself up for something as full-time as that again. Though I know those people miss me, because I still have them added and they get giddy when I post on that account <3 Cargo ships move by Tracing on the horizon line There's a luster from the city lights On the waves that kiss our feet And we're thinking of going in The times getting thin Fuckin' fabulous. I miss pre-2005 alternative, grunge, rock, and metal. Around 2006 most of these were replaced by emo/screamo/tryhard metal/gothic boybandesque. Though I can totally get into some alternative and indie-rock bands going around now. Doesn't mean I don't miss stuff like Amber Pacific, and hearing Evanescence and Alanis Morisette on the radio instead of Nicki Minaj... Also I've just really been digging the 1995-2003 alternative/rock scene right now-- everything sounded like it should be played on the beach or at a college party. Ughghhgafhuasfuasfhanfawufha. It's okay, gangster rap is starting to step down in prominence, though it's in no ways on the sidelines. I just want pop to give way to indie, already. I'm not into dubstep. I was into screamo when I was like 14, then I realized it was a phase where I was trying too hard to be "emo" and that I don't like the genre at all. Also, ever notice how 95% of the time it's just some white kid, in a band full of white kids, trying to make their throat bleed as much as possible? Variety! Though there are some exceptions, as always. Pretty sure I just pissed some people off. You can't deny the bit about it being totally dominated by white kids in the 18-30 range though~ zoop zoop zaboo-bop. What's that, Bill Cosby? Copyright infringement?! I won't do it again, I promise! I've done all of 10 minutes' work in programming today.... And I haven't participated/turned anything in for english in 2 weeks. Currently sporting an F ): We're working with Bryce atm in computer graphics. There are some kids who honestly think it's more tedious than Google Sketchup. I HATE GOOGLE SKETCHUP BRYCE IS FUN AAAAAAAAAA. You're a weenie.

I've decided and very much intent on shipping you some of those dried foods because me being a cheesey asshole I'm feeling the bit of money I got for my money burning in my pocket. Except that's way forward of me so I wanted to ask if that would be okay, and if so, how I would even do that

Mmm. I believe 90% of people, religious or not, draw their core moral beliefs FROM religion. Killing wasn't bad until you were confronted about it, and religion made everyone feel like it was worth confronting while definitely classifying it as "bad", which can be said for a lot of things. That said I definitely do not believe religion is any sort of moral core, base, etc, just that it's " Beliefs with a side of premade morals!". While I've no opinion on Christianity, I can at least say I think the "Christian Mindset" is one I'm happy can be summed up as "Be nice to people and something nice will happen to you when you die", rather than "God hates fags" or "Non-Christian heathens will burn in hell, convert them or burn as they will". While those are both prominent in media, that's only true because the media focuses on Loud and Controversial rather than The Reality and Middle Ground. The majority of religious people I've met are tolerant, nice people. I don't believe religion covers morality very well, nor do I agree with all of the morals present. I think women should have the choice to abort, and that human life does not outweigh suffering, though popular religions may disagree. Nihilism too good.

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO YOU JUST GOT BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAACK ;~;

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Bye! I never really talked to you before your employment, so it was nice doing so this time around. Hope to see you on the forums soon~