Yuki

WILL I LOVE Y-- happy birthday friend?! ;3

Sometimes I feel smart. Other times I feel like updating my internet-journal during Programming~ So many people ask me why Flareon is my favorite pokemon. I say, "I don't know. Why is your favorite food, your favorite food?" Well now I have a real answer, because I've thought on it real hard. Because Flareon is better than your favorite! Also it just makes me <3 Let's cross the sea... and get some culture~ So I was in Music Sampler trying to watch Skins (U.K.) with my new friend Maddy (the new girl) when I realized that earphones would NOT make the show something our teacher would just glance up and be okay with. Not only is there such insane profanity, but full frontal nudity is a factor, too. Also what is EASILY recognized by the untrained eye as hard drugs/drinking is pretty easy to spot from a distance. So we turned that off << And then we tried to watch some Harry Potter movies. One of the mirrors gave the computer a virus... But only my account. The plethora of other student logins are still the same, as I checked by having some friends log in. Also, the virus is only on that computer. So really, all I have to do is not log in to that computer with my account till they do a maintenence thing. Don't cry, I'll bring this home to you. If I can make this night light enough to move. I had some new GIFs to show you guys, but I forgot to upload them to my photobucket so I'll just choose from the ones I haven't used yet. Okay. Wowowow, almost done with the programming project in my other window. While I was doing this. TOO PRO. Yay I just finished it, with 6 minutes to spare! Babies are cute. c: Ugh so I'm really tired of this kid Jack. I was one of the only 2 people who didn't make fun of him in algebra last year, then I hear his spreading rumors about me & my sex life. You learn more from rumors than you knew about yourself before, every day! So anyways, I sort of want to confront him on it. Except he's like this fat kid with a bad haircut. It'd look bad. But in my head, I'm all, "WANNA GO SON?" Whoa lookit that 2 minutes left. Kbai

^I'm confused^-- while it's true some people may not have the opportunity to know/speak with/dispell their stereotype-driven ideaologies, if they've made no effort to do so, isn't it only fair that they be judged for so callous an assumption on racial roles? And for something like this, there are writers, illustrators, editors, proof-readers, etc, and more (assumption) before it can be published for the public to see. And while this is just a wild assumption I don't care to back up with google, I'm going to go ahead and say that DC Comics is based in DC, which is the bottom of this melting pot we call a country. I live 30 minutes from the city, and can assure you that you'd have to go to INCREDIBLE lengths not to interact socially with people from vastly different nationalities. Gay stereotypes are a little easier to understand (At least the SOURCE of them) because many homosexuals are still publically humiliated/shamed/etc., and tend to either stay in the closet, be outwardly "proud", or quietly cheer on the community from the sidelines. In a place like DC, I can understand there being some discrepancies if you don't know any gays personally, because I've been to one of those many pride parades, and they're pretty fucking obnoxious and do NOT help to dispell anyone's predisposed thoughts on flamboyant nearly naked homosexuals. I understand the sentiment that you only know what you know because you haven't had the chance to realize otherwise, but there should still be checks & balances involved, instead of this blindly-grasping-at-straws-and-grabbing-hay-instead.

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MUUUUUUUIN <3 I remember you! <3

So what was the point in debating the fact, when you agreed with me in the first place? lol

In comparison to Marvel, yes. Not only are they underrepresented but also often infantilized or portrayed as something exotic rather than normal. Stereotypes ALSO run rampant.

WowOkayyyy. Listening to and Loooooooooove <3 When's the last time you told someone you loved them, and meant it? A family member, spouse, boy/girlfriend, best friend, or whatever. I try to say it often enough, to let people know I appreciate them. I think it's sappy and nice. Almost TOO nice. Lol I was typing that with my teacher over my shoulder. He got all sassy when he saw I wasn't doing my programming work. "You having a good time? >:I" YES YES SIR SIR, YES SIR. For sure. Totally. Yeah. Ew this song is sad. Okay fixed. I should really be doing my work right now But I'm too cool for work. Lol Lol Lol I get really self conscious when I post GIFs in class Because I have to go to my photobucket Which has some things I'm not sure I could explain, on it. So I started talking to the new girl I mentioned yesterday, and invited her to sit with my friends and I at lunch. She seems pretty cool (: Her name's Maddy. I've been showing her where all her classes are. The freshmen this year are more annoying and childlike than any years' past AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA I just want to... NOBODY SAW ANYTHING. Luke Skywalker does NOT handle homocidal bears. Shhhh. You know nothing. I'm going to stay after with friends again today, and since I have some $$, I'm going to buy a League of Legends Riot Points card o: I haven't had one of those since like Christmas so c: I still plan on buying my next champion with Influence Points, though. Because I have a LOT of Influence Points. Almost enough to buy a 6300... ALMOST. I should have that much by Friday Probably sooner, though! Ugh I'm almost out of comics to read at the school library. Currently reading Watchmen. This book is serious stuff, though. And no superheroes. Just masked vigilantes and a lot of rape and violence. I don't like it very much. I want more stuff like The Runaways, The Young Avengers, etc, the new-gen Marvel comics, where PoC, LGBT, etc are represented very well It's really sad that these groups are so under-represented, and when they ARE represented, badly, by DC. So it comes as a surprise when anything half-legitimate comes from DC, in my opinion. It's like, "Where were you hiding?!" I wish I could check my Tumblr from school. But my Tumblr is all porn. Sooo... I'd rather skip that. Ew ew ew I'm falling all sorts of behind in this class. I had a really great idea for a league team yesterday. But I don't want to post it... spoilers! Anyways, it would thrash triples/doubles, and function well in singles. Two choice scarfs though, hmm. ... Whatever, the league team I had before this traienr card had two choice scarfs and it did really well :3 I haven't much else to say, so uh, bye <3

Updating the second time today after choking my way through the studio-class part of music sampler. Currently on country music, we were comparing Cowboy Country to Hillbilly Country... *shudder* Pshahhh. I told the new kid that this class was full of Awks. SHE SHOULD HAVE RUN WHILE SHE HAD THE CHANCE. Spam Spam spam spam Spam Oo That one was capitalized. I hate being hovered over. Glad I got all anxious and "Spam'd" till it scrolled down. Woulda been awk. Keep on the Sunny side, sunny side, sunny BLAHBLAHBLAH I need to add substance to this post. I got sort of pissed off at one of the moderators on my Xat yesterday, because she was giving me 'tude. I saw her flooding and said, "Ono, flood, must banbanban!" In a manner that was beyond joking. She retorted with, "Whatever. Since when did you give a shit abotu this place?" Ummm, EXCUSE you? You're talking to the person who made this place what it is today, after the original owner quit because he couldn't change anything. I wrote the rules, staff guidelines, and all that. I made the Facebook Page. I hold regular contests and games. Also I made you staff and entirely revamped the attitude of the dusty old xat into something new, and started regular background cotnests so we could change that background every Saturday. Our old owner showed up once every other week and trolled. I like to think I'm an improvement! Poor new kid. The other kids are too loud in the back room to be dealt with. And I'm too commandeering of this computer to be moved. Matt&Kim is the cutest band ever. Such a happy sort of music. And they're married. Soooooo cuuuuute <3 ... So I got a lot of money from my grandmother/uncle two nights ago... $100 from my grandmother for my recent birthday another $20 for good grades $60 from my uncle for my birthday. I've never had this much money at once before in my life. Also I don't have a job or get an allowance so having any money is a sort of rarity. I'll probably treat myself to a card for League Of Legends and save the rest. Ugh these kids play the drums way too loud. Turning the volume up. My 5 hour energy kick is starting to ebb. Noooo, come baaaaaack... That wasn't 5 hours... IkaBro is BestBro. Kay I have nothing else to say and I see a new button I hadn't noticed before that I'd like to click so bye!

Been wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy too long for something that was supposed to be semi-regular during school hours. I'll admit that there were times I had something to add from home, but said, "This is 'The Journal I Only Update From School'!" --kicked off the comp by teacher, will return at alater period-- Kay, back. Popped a 5-hour energy, that shit is chock-full of caffeine. The equivelent of 12 servings of the leading premium-brand coffee. Fuck, I'm twitchy. That stuff tastes like shit though. Anyways;; Catching up. Let's see, my last update... excuse me as I skim over it... ... yeah, so nothing particularly substantial. Though I'm going to go back later and fix a few typos. Let's see. Since then, I have: 1) Been hit on hardxcore by someone 3 years younger than me 2) Battled a concentrated bout of depression brought on by my less than acceptable sleep schedule coupled with latent guilt and emotions I'd considered long-dead 3) Broke things off with that boy because I was hardly interested in the first place 4) Bought my friend a Plan-B pill with her money (those things cost 60 fucking dollars) 5) Decided I no longer give a fuck, again. (1) This kid texts me from my friend's phone letting me know he's heard alot about me, to text him. I do so, find out he's either 14 or 15. Also he wants my dick because he's seen me perform and thinks I'm cute. Uhh? (2) That sleep pattern, or lack of it, is still slicing my brain up and shoving it in a dirty plastic bowl for the holiday season. The depression/guilt was largely influence by the realization that the kid in (1) was exactly me when I was younger. A slut seeking an older man, at an age much too young and emotionally immature to do so. In the past 3 years, I've slepts with 14 men, all older than me, some of them multiple times. Am I proud of it? No. Does it serve as a reminder that sex does NOT fill any sort of void for long? Yes. He also reminded that I'm not quite "over" or "at peace" with my less-than-admirable past. (3) Lol. I look for 4 things in a person before considering to venture on the journey people reffer to as a "Relationship": Smart, Nice, Cute, Patient. All I could say for him was that he was cute, in a horny/hormonal trying-too-hard sort of way. (4) So she has sex with the boy I told her was a bad influence, and doesn't use a condom, even though one was available. Why? "I wasn't thinking...". That tends to happen when you let someone steal your first time with: Cigarettes, weed, alcohol, and sex. You let them convince you to do stupid shit, because you're not used to saying 'no' to them. (5) Not much to say here. I consider myself an Existential Nihilist. For any confused about the term, it is the philosophical belief that life is without objective meaning. "Why are we here?" and "What's the point?" are the obnoxiously clear examples of this. I'm sure it doesn't help from another perspective that I've felt this way before, and it was written off as coupled with my anxiety/depression. Though I don't feel exactly as I did in the heat of all of that, I'm definately feeling the calm before the storm which I believe is a sort of mental fortitude-- barring the windows, heating the oil, getting ready to stay like this awhile, but certainly not without a fight. Now that I've covered what's gone on since my last post... Yesterday, I went through all the pages in "What are YOU listening to??" and discovered that Ikaru is my musical muse. Props2YouHoneyBooboo. Not going to delve into the bitchery exchanged between my mother and myself this morning, because I fully realize I was just being a brat. #FirstWorldProblems. The worst part is when you REALIZE you ahve no right to be mad, but are anyways. It just reaffirms this sort of self-reminder that you're what everyone talks about when they refference "spoiled white Americans". Why can't I see any of the Ace Member threads AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. QQAmethystFixItQQ QQPleaseForMeQQ Sometimes I'm not sure that I deserve staff here. I mean, I do my job hosting Ruby Line, but most anyone could do that. And I'm often OtherWindow'd while online, anyways. I certainly wouldn't "quit" or "leave" if I was demoted, but it would still be dissapointing. I like the idea of being a "big" server more than the reality. "Hospital" by Lydia sums up all of my life. Not really, but still. So apparently we have a new kid in my next period... The class where the deaf kid and the autistic kid take turns on the drums, and the deaf kid has to play loud enough to hear, while the autistic kid is convinced that the deaf kid will not hear unless he plays as loud as possible. This is why I claim the computer and bitch about them with my music turned high and headphones in. The new kid, however, will not have this luxury. Poor new kid. Two minutes till the bell rings... I may or may not return to this later. Anyways, it's fleshed out enough that I'd totally encourage coments/replies/spelling&grammatical error point-outs.

this friday, with my day. c:

Well previously it was you, Ame, and Ikaru... free4all between staff for the remaining days.. and then requests weekends. Not sure if Kitty had a day Edge and I didn't even have set days. Now we have Kaito, Cyrus, Pheonix, and TSS, too.

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Former Staff? Hellooooooo? []:

The fight in Hollow Bastion, right? RIGHT?

Post about how fun and cool all your days are in a thread for depressing stories? I vote trollpost! ;o

We have a ladder?

I like this a lot o: LOL how'd you get kicked out of walmart? xD

Hi, you! I know you!

Hiiii~! I'm sure you've much experience with the league, being a champion yourself. But you're still in for quite a challenge~!

Helloooo~ You're more than welcome to stay here, since you passed the written and oral tests. ... You did take the tests, right?