Yuki

When people fucking eat near me. CLOSE YOUR DAMN MOUTH, I CAN HEAR YOU FROM 10 FEET AWAY. Grossssssssssss (and annoying) And generally eating in front of people. It just makes me feel really really anxious. I can't eat in the cafeteria.

PARKOUR TEABAG.

[quote name='Amethyst' timestamp='1323108378' post='21272'] Unrelated- Stein, I like what you've done with your sprite, it looks really nice o.o Oh, me too~ Umumum I like crystals and dolls and Kitty and wolfies and foxxies and raspberries and magic and magick and writing and dubstep and angels and Pokemon (duh) and all of you and Carroll and Barrie and Sondheim and Emilie and Kerli and Kanon and Lights and the moon and the sea and dreams and wishes and never sleeping at all ever and all those other pretty things which I would die before I finished listing. [/quote] See, if I was your secret santa, I'd so have you covered. Emilie Autumn merchandise EVERYWHERE.

I'm so fucking lonely.

Joining! I like Flareon, Cherrim, and funny jokes

-Hark- HI WOLFIE

when bitchez step outa line hustlas from da hood can be canabals

I've slept 8 hours over the past 3 days. aoisdjasoidjsaoidjadoijasdasdkjasdiadasd

Every relationship I've ever been in. My current "boyfriend" literally got out of a few days' stay at jail because he's a dumbass and thought it would be hilarious to make a bomb he found the recipe for on the internet. Funny thing is, he wasn't in jail for that, he was in jail because he broke probation by ignoring the fact that he was under house arrest TWICE. Came back, hasn't spoken to me since. Still has my copy of the movie Heathers.

I got up and checked on the forums, sort of sheepish after having posted that, because it was so long ago but somehow still manages to haunt me. I ended up with the sort of big goofy grin that makes you look away awkwardly when you see it in a movie, because it's just that dopey. I really appreciate all the support. Thanks for being people I can rely on. Really, the worst thing about all of this is feeling used, and losing my virginity to such an ass. I later found out that he dates girls, too, so he wasn't even gay. He just deduced that I was and was trying to make a connection. Aw, hug accepted. Oddly enough, Dakota ended up moving to Germany sometime last year. I didn't find out until about a month after it happened, though. I could still try her on facebook... Thanks <3 I run into conflict here, but I know I can always be confident in confiding with you guys. I miss you lots. Before or after our cross-country road trip, by the way? I dunno, the first movie still makes me cry. I add my tears to the magical pokemon sorrow involved. No love allowed? How about chocolate?

Karma should be an untamed fucking bitchy mistress. I'm going to preface this with a whole bunch of language and overactive emotions warnings. No, I'm just going to leave it at that. So I found out today that this guy, we'll call him Tom, is still super attractive. And rich. And his parents never got a divorce. Now, sounds like a good thing, right? Yay for Tom! Fucking Tom. I despise him. I hope he dies. Let me tell you a little about Tom. When I was, oh, 14 years old, Tom approached me and said something along the lines of, "Hey, Anthony, right?" and conversation ensued. Back then, I was very very confused about my sexuality and who I was, but was tooa fraid to confide this in anyone. We talked for a few weeks, and then he confided in me that he was gay. I said, "Oh, okay. I.. think I'm bisexual." I later found out that I was gay, but that's a tale for another day. He became a big part of my life. We started to hang out more, and we became really close. I was so happy. II felt like I could be myself, and I'd finally found a love interest, all at the same time. There was nothing wrong with the world. Everything, you ask? Peachy. Then, he asked me out. Mind you, he was 16, two years older than me, and I thought that was not only exciting but sort of sexually charging. I said yes, of course. I already loved him. He said he loved me, too. Every day. I believed him. I told my friends about us, I'd come out to them just a week or so before. He made me feel safe. I wasn't afraid of being judged, because I had him there to protect me, and, he loved me, right? I loved him too. Total trust. And then my friend Dakota told me he was using me. He was just a player, and he'd done this to another guy just in the past year. I'd known Dakota since kindergarden. She was my best friend. I cussed her out and told her to never speak to me again, I loved him and he would never do that to me, she was just jealous I was actually happy for once. And so she never spoke to me again. And then Tom invited me over. He'd never done this before. Was this really happening? Is he hinting towards what I thought he was? I wasn't sure I wanted that yet. I wasn't ready. Yes, was interested. Yes, the thought had crossed my mind. But was I afraid? Nervous? Not sure what it exactly entailed? Also yes. Bottom line, did I want to? No. I went to his house, and he was all charm. His father was out on business. His mother was at their aunts. His sister was in college. He asked if I wanted to go up to his room. I loved him. I really did. I asked if we could watch a movie instead. He said no, he wanted to go to his room. I said I wasn't feeling well. He insisted. I gave in. And so it happened. At the time, yes, it was enjoyable enough. Afterwards I cried and tried to talk to him in school the following week. I asked why he hadn't called and he said he didn't feel like it. He'd always called, and always felt like it, what was up? I asked if we could talk about it, he said "I already talked about it." and then the bell rang, and we went to class, and in that very first period, I found out that he had spread around school that I'd acted as his virgin slut and wasn't any good at it, anyways. I asked to go to the nurses, feigning nausea, and went home, and cried for a long time. I couldn't call Dakota. Not after what I'd said to her. I couldn't call Tom. He didn't love me anymore, and never had to begin with. I didn't have any other friends close enough to confide in, in reality, everybody I was on friendly terms with at Braddock was more of an acquaintance. And so I tried to kill myself, failed, and landed myself in the mental hospital at 14 years old. I came back, and 3 months later, started smoking and burning my arm with the cigarettes. My mother found them, and sent me back to the mental hospital. This time, I got beat up because I was a "faggot", and was isntead shipped to a 2-month-stay group home. Summer time, I just continued smoking. I didn't burn anymore. I went to school again, and after confiding in my therapist that I was still very, very depressed and without friends at Braddock, and had been having thoughts of suicide, she called my mother and she said the insurance company would no longer support my stay at the hospitals, so we had to pay for 3 days out of pocket before they kicked me out. I then switched schools, and have been doing much better for myself since. This all began with Tom. And he's still fucking attractive, and probably doing the same to other guys. and he's still rich. And he's still got a whole damn family. And I hope he gets run over by a truck carying barrels of oil, and it crashes intoa nother car, and then it explodes, and he suffers 3rd degree burns untill he dies.

I find myself frequently romanticizing the days when I was in months of severe depression, because at least then I felt attractive.

Hark Aoi. I suggest some of the less experienced players take it to mind that, this being a team game, not all of the champions are oriented for 1v1 play. Choose wisely ;o [i][color=#800080]Ikaru here; what Hark means to say is "Everyone buy Akali before the tournament starts!" ...Except not really because we'll just ban her. <3[/color][/i]

WellUh, don't read/post in it then I guess if it makes you sad. The whole reason I made this is because I enjoyed being able to express myself to people who had no reason to judge me. The purpose still stands. If you want to vent ina more verbose fashion, then by all means, call upyour friends, people.

Growing to dread being on the same server as some of the people here. My lip even curls into some sort of pained grimace sometimes. No, that's not fair. Growing to dread sharing the internet with much of the internet community, more like it.

[quote name='Kajj' timestamp='1321730330' post='20975'] [img]http://i.imgur.com/hpIR4.gif[/img] There ya go! [/quote] EEEE thanks c:

1.Trainer name: Hark! Ace trainer 2. Pokemon Name: Flareon, Sun-form Cherrim, Mew, Milotic, Gengar, Quagsire :3 3. Number of Pokemon: 6!^ 4. List pokemon in order that you want used: See number 2! 5. Action you want the pokemon to do: Your first example :3 Walking behind me! Please&ThankYou:D