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  1. Sigh. I wish I could somehow forget what we had. This feeling of pain and longing won't leave me.

    1. Ikaru

      Ikaru

      Trust me when I say I know that feel- also trust me when I say you really should try to forget it

    2. Yuki

      Yuki

      yeah on the real you have a really strong and obvious pattern of ruminating on negative thoughts rather than trying to work through/past them

    3. SapphireSkyWillow

      SapphireSkyWillow

      I try, believe me. But it just doesn't...work.

  2. Ame now my thing is broken...well, not working. I'll be on my phone, text me people who have my number...

  3. Ah...I've forgotton how it feels like to be happy.

  4. Managed another day in school without losing my sanity. Sure I cried a bit but, at last I'm still...sane, in a way.

  5. Another day I have to deal with school...trying to hold whatever sanity I have left.

    1. Yuki

      Yuki

      It's almost over and the worst part about it is the people. Real world is what you need to prep for

    2. Ringabel
  6. The Saph you all know and love? That part of me is locked away an the key is unreachable. And people love me?

  7. Sigh. It pains me to try and not have feelings for you. Sometimes I wish they'd just go away, even though I really don't want them to.

  8. Update~ Fuck you Whitney Fuck you Your Miltank can't do shit to my Pidgey Fuck you bitch After beating Proton fairly easily, it was off to Goldenrod. I put My Ledian and something else in the Daycare after Ethan convinced his grandparents that I wasn't his girlfriend. lolfuckyou. I don't like you. c: Beat Whitney easily. Now I'm hanging around Goldenrod. Oh yeah, Cynder evolved, and so did Zyphra. I also caught a Nidoran (F). ~Team~ Zyphra (Pidgeotto, F) - lvl. 21 Cynder (Quilava, M) - lvl. 20 Mika (Sentret, F) - lvl. 14 Dokutsuta (Nidoran, F) - lvl. 12 Fangs (Zubat, M) - lvl. 11 Amethyst (Togepi, F) - lvl. 5
  9. So I actually bothered to put some drawings in the Art thread...

  10. Took me a while to find this thread. So Imma post a few things...I'm not that good so bare with me. https://photos-a.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ash3/s720x720/562437_414218958675158_514556666_n.jpg Ignore everything around that image and just focus on the person. https://photos-a.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-frc3/s720x720/376089_414840741946313_4014967_n.jpg Me being bored in class. I know it's terrible xc https://fbcdn-photos-f-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-prn1/s720x720/931319_424714930958894_1128298658_n.jpg I said 'Fuck you legs' cuz /lazy https://photos-a.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-frc1/s720x720/387669_190424227721300_971501788_n.jpg Super fucking old. The hands and legs are teribad lel https://fbcdn-photos-g-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-ash4/s720x720/392583_172985069465216_860488908_n.jpg Old, but a personal favorite. ~Sapphire
  11. Going on a trio tomorrow, I have my phine to keep in contact. PM me for my number if you don't have it. >><<

  12. I nearly got Bennett. Nearly...and then that Misclick. Damnit all.

  13. Living in a world so cold, Wasteing away...Living in a shell with no sould, since you've gone away...Living in a world so cold, I'm counting the days...Since you've gone away, You've gone away from me...

  14. Trying to stay away from you is like poison seeping through my veins..

    1. diana

      diana

      Then don't.

  15. So I'm putting my defenses up, 'Cause I don't wanna fall in love...

  16. ...I hope we can still be friends...

  17. Because losing your best friend, maybe more, is somethibg I should just blow off right?

  18. I feel as if being emotionless is better, so I don't fall for anyone ever again.

    1. Ikaru

      Ikaru

      It doesn't work like that. I've tried.

    2. Bearadactyl

      Bearadactyl

      Emotionless doesn't work. But, being passive and not giving a shit does.

  19. What if i lived without you? What if I loved without you? What if I died...without you?

  20. I'm not a doll. Don't just throw me away.

    1. Neo

      Neo

      You don't throw away dolls, you let your dog tear 'em up

    2. Eternal Edge

      Eternal Edge

      Everyone here is one of Ame's dolls. Ame takes good care of us...won't you join us........?

  21. I'm...I'm tired of being thrown around like a fucking doll. Everytime I let myself get close to someone and fall into their hands, they change their mind and push me away. I'm not told why, and then when you tell me, you know, a week later... I'm tired of it. I give up. I'm going to stop fucking trying. I've had my heart ripped out more than once, but I never expected it to be by you. I don't want to be with anyone anymore. I'm scared. Scared that they'll push me away and toy with me, like the paranoid doll that I am. I understand you don't want to hurt me. But being cold and ignoring me will hurt me more than not telling. I keep wondering, is it something that I did? Does he not want me anymore? What did I do? I was scared and confused. I... And what's worse is that I can't turn to really...anyone. Because you were...the best thing I had really... And now I can't comfort myself. I'm sitting here, crying, upset, and not knowing what to do with myself. Thankfully I have someone who I can turn to, and talk to.... Thank you Inuki.
  22. I...I don't...understand. I don't get it anymore. I can't...process what just happened. I don't...fucking...get it...

  23. ....stoooooooop >///////////<

  24. Hey hey, you you, I don't fucking like you~

    1. Neo

      Neo

      Such a pleasant thing to say. I bet you're loved by a myriad of people.

    2. SapphireSkyWillow

      SapphireSkyWillow

      Sorry. Some people just piss me off amd it slips.

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