I feel... so broken. I'm coming apart at the seams and... I don't know if I actually care. Maybe I'm not meant to be here... maybe I'm only meant to make things worse for people. It all I seem to do... make everything worse.
You just feel bad about yourself, we all have plenty of days like those.
Try to sleep, or do something that keeps your mind away from thinking such absurd thoughts. I sadly have no real advice, since that's all I do in these cases.