Eviora

Hunger... ugh.

Do you like follow me around trying to be rude or something?

I prefer to blow up stuff, but maybe that's just personal preference.

At this point, I'm not even sure if that's sarcasm or not. Enlighten me. I think I'm pretty real. Would be pretty weird if I wasn't.

Silly! It's sarcasm. I know you're real. Probably. From a logical standpoint, I can't refute the opposite...

"Probably"..? Now I'm worrying.

Being sleepy forever is bad... I know because I'm always sleepy and tired... sleeping forever on the other hand makes others sad

Learning implies living. Good to see you back.

Some people are nice. Others are mean. (Like me!) Neither group can dispel death where it has already coalesced, and even the gentlest hands are too harsh to to protect the tiny spark of life that is left. That's why there must be a shield to protect it from cruel logic and careless people.

Yes, I'm really emo, and I'll OWN that. =p

Wow to think I actually thought you were depressed and had genuine issues with life that could be addressed.

Turns out I was wrong, so wrong.

We're all suckers now.

What? Other than perhaps the "could be addressed" part, you were right. But I like to talk about things figuratively - I've been dealing with all this too long not to think of it that way at times - and people will accuse me of being melodramatic because I do that. Well, I don't care if I get accused of that. Corny though I may be, this is who I am, and I'm not going to apologize for it.

Nah, genocide is less angsty than murder. It's less personal and is mostly just a plot device to display how evil a villain is

There's a villain (kind of?) character I relate to because he's so absent-minded and forgetful that he's done things like trying to eat a sandwich with his ear and literally forgetting how to breathe.

How relatable a character is is dependent purely on representation. You can relate to any character if they're seen to be in a similar situation to you at some point. A lot of people tend to feel misunderstood and so gravitate towards "Villains", especially when the work had post-modern influences that mess with just what makes a villain.

I know, right?

And whose fault is that?

They're not misunderstandings. They're refusals to accept that actions have consequences.

Regardless, no man is an island. Finding a genuine friend can start and at times be rough seas, but there are people there for you in the end. You just have to dig a bit deeper instead of cursing the darkness when you can light a candle.

Cursing the darkness? You have it backwards! Eternal darkness would be lovely. The thoughtless lights that burn me are what I want rid of.

Then they wouldn't be called safe places. They're called places. May

want to fix that typo

Well, they certainly claim to be safe.

Of course not, nothing is ever completely safe. A safe space is not somewhere for reality to stop existing, it's somewhere to go to work out how to cope with reality

You still are..? Perhaps you should stop complaining about it and actually address the issue. That way, people can help you. Or at least try to do it.. if I were to complain about my every problem, I'd probably have to buy my own forum at some point.

Alternatively, I think I'll both complain about it and address the issue. Do you know what my problems are? No, and I wouldn't share with someone who speaks to me that way. So feel free to skip over my statuses and move on with your life.

Well, truth to be told, I already offered you that I would listen once.

And I also didn't mean to offend you or anything. I just tried to imply that there's certainly people that would be more than happy to listen.. I don't know if you actively try to talk to others, but if you don't, you should give it a try.

If you really think you need to die, then die. But don't keep trying to fool yourself into thinking it will actually help anything

Also stop treating this like a logical debate, you're a human struggling with your emotions overwhelming you, there isn't any logic behind anything you say right now

There's plenty of logic. You're right that I'm not entirely sold on the matter, though. It's mostly a matter of fear of failure; I'm a coward twice over.

Because?

All sorts of reasons.

I see.. If you need someone to talk, just say the word.