Ethic paused for a minute as the faintest trace of a voice sounded in the far distance. It was strange... he couldn't make out anything of what it was saying, but... it almost sounded familiar. That same type of rusty recognition you get when you know a song rather well, but end up not hearing it for years and years and then when you finally listen to the beat again it seems as though you should know the lyrics, but all you can come up with for a lot of the tune is an unceremoniously dull and pathetic few verses of 'Something-something-something'.
And Ghalen had gotten used it, to be honest. Whenever he thought back on where he and the others once were, and where they were now, Certain parts he thought he should've known well, where merely massive, blank canvases; completely devoid of sensory information. What made it even stranger in his eyes was the fact that for the most part, they seemed to have been scattered at completely random intervals. He could remember everything clearly up until one of those points came, and everything that came directly after. Situations like in his memories of the Second Circle. He could remember sitting in a tree top, looking up at the bloody moon as the loving dead swarmed below. And he could remember someone had been beside him... someone he had trusted. But he didn't know who. All he knew was that, somehow, someone else had been there with him... and for some reason, it had felt like they were familiar to him... like they had been a friend.
And even then, later on, he could remember that he'd felt...anxious. Scared, angry. Down on the stones of the plaza. But no reason why. Just that it had been a single individual he had been focused on... everything after was black. Then afterwards, he knew he had acquired some type of sword, a black one... and in most of the memories that followed, he could recall the thing either being on his belt or in his hands.
but he couldn't remember why he didn't have it now. Or when he had lost it, or even how. It was just another blank spot, and the next memory, he simply no longer possessed.
And it didn't even stop there. Somehow his memories of the Arcana's effects and his abilities had gotten muddled in much the same manner. He knew that the cards, all of them, had possessed a different power when he had first entered the hill. He could remember the fires of the magician in the library, the time he had used Death and sliced up his nemisis and left the rat bastard dead beneath a tree, and again in order to cling to a wall and kill a giant not long after- so many times and different applications... but again, there were blank spots. After a certain point... the cards had just changed. and so too did his method of using them.
"Tch," He scoffed bitterly, so low it would've been impossible to have been audible "Maybe I should make my desire to fill in the damn blind spots..." He was already scolding himself mentally for the very sentence though. All this time he had spent thinking on what possible catch or unknown conditions might be attached to the promise at the end of this literal hellhole, this was no place to start joking about it. He already knew what he would do if he made it to the goal first... and little was going to change that now.
"Damn it, how long have I been standing here?" He glanced around the area, not letting himself relax even after he confirmed no stranger had snuck up while he'd been gazing off. Whoever the voice belonged to, they were too far away to concern himself with... He had to move. Because god help them all if someone else made it first. what would happen to the rest of them? Working together was obviously discouraged here; the taunt on the plaque made that clear enough...
"Christ, if the ending of all this mess is like one of the Hunger Games...multiple people enter but only one can win and leave the arena..." He pushed the thought away. It was just more of a reason to get moving again... if his deduction was true. His mind and soul were again readied as he started off further into the confusing mess of walls.