Mareek Akira Sisto (Pokemon Academy... later reused in a gender-bent older form in Luminous Dawn)
- A mareek... this kid, I could go on for ages and ages about him. Even now, he remains the apple of my eye, the character I am the most proud to have ever written. Like honestly, the only one who really comes anywhere close to how much I like him is Anver, and by comparison... Dunn doesn't hold a candle to Sisto. Perhaps Mayanna, from Ymora Academy could've someday rivaled him, if the RP had lived long enough.
Anver Dunn may have been a man of means and integrity, but Mareek... he was something far much more than Dunn could ever be. Mareek, at least to me, felt like an actual human being who could exists. He had all the complexities, the intricacies and contradictions that a true person has, even if I was the only one fully aware of the extend of said traits because I was the one controlling and profiling him from square one.
The reason I liked Mareek so much, was because I could relate exactly to him 99.999% of the time, and the best part was that he wasn't even a self insert; We shared the same personality type, but that was it, aside from that, he had his own history, his own traits, skills, talents, completely different from what I had, not to mention he was pale with red hair- I'm freaking black. But despite that, I still related to him better than I have anyone else before- be they character of fiction of person of flesh and blood. We shared alot of the same problems, the same internal struggles, the same doubts... that was the beauty of it for me- we were so different, yet so alike: The kid was Kindred Spirit, not a self-insert.
He is by far the one character to this day that I've gone the most out of my way to try to get right. I don't fucking know how many hours I spent researching psychological matters such as Abandonment, Anti-Social Behavioural Patterns, etc, just so that 1) I wouldn't fuck up on the concepts I'm trying to use and make a mockery of it for people actually going through such things, and 2) I could send him in the right direction and actually know what was going on in his head.
For a bit of background, Mareek's early life was a rather... interesting one, let's say. There's too much for me to summarize every detail here, but the important stuff is that His old man was once a juvenile crook with some loose ends and his older brother was basically the closest thing Mareek knew to a male role model he knew from the time he was four or five until he was eight, more than enough time for him to become far closer to his sibling than the very man who helped create him. When his older brother left home after a particularly heated argument with their father and secretly joined team rocket in order to support himself on the streets, that bond still lasted...
right up until Galen killed their old man during the Silph Co. Invasion. That was the last bit of news mareek ever heard about him, the last thing he had known. That his brother had killed their old man and up and disappeared without so much as a good-bye. With his only male role model now a murderer and apparently no longer possessed of any desire to have anything to do with Mareek (as far as he perceived his absence as meaning) and his father who, in all honestly, he didn't know that well to begin with because of the hours the man constantly worked... well, there was a lot of shit going on during this time period.
The payoff of it all though, was Mareek developing a nice case of Abandonment Anxiety- manifesting itself in the form of Attachment Avoidance; He basically put a wall between himself and others, a hardened facade he used to face the world with. He had deeply ingrained issues with trust after the situation with his brother, and needless to say, all of this went to be the major pillars of his character, and they were damn strong pillars because these traits were played to a fucking tee during the RP, I made sure to do everything by the letter. Now of course, I know what you're likely sayin'
"God damn, this kid must've been a fucking edgelord..."
Well, to that I say...
"What!? How, you just fucking described a total Cloud Strife-"
Aha, but you see, that is the part I am perhaps most proud about Mareek. Yes, there was edge to him, needless to say- it was an obvious given with the backstory and his own problems with attachment, came with the territory, if one will. But that's the thing, this kid had personality traits beyond the mistrust and teenage angst, some of which, I didn't even know about until I was writing them down in the post and was like "Hmm... well, screw it, that works better than what I hoped for; it's a canon Character trait now." He wasn't just a brooding loner, he was a twenty-sided di. Mistrustful though he was, it wasn't impossible to make friends... very hard perhaps, and at times he could be an arrogant dick, both partially out of Abandonment Anxiety and the fact that in some cases, he really did feel he knew better about the subject than the other person... but it wasn't impossible. As the RP went on, I discovered just what I had created as slowly but surely, he ended bonding with more than a few of the main cast PCs. The ones he could empathize with first, the shy or introverted ones, namely those like Lana or Zeph's Character (I'm so freaking sorry right now zeph, I can't remember the girl's name for the life of me... forgive me), then later on with those who possessed the type of strength he wished he had but knew he lacked, characters like Henry or Jacob, the former of which was a weird frenemy situation where they were kinda like nemesis, but weren't totally incapable of cooperating loosely if needed- kinda like they respected each other to a degree, but neither was all that fond of the other. Jacob meanwhile was his Rival for the spot of strongest of the freshman class: Jory, just so you know, that relationship between them was hands down the most god damn fun I've ever had writing a rivalry of any sort in an RP setting- 10/10 would definitely engage in again someday... infact, that's a big part of why I entertained the idea of being your co-host for LD.
And that brings us to another thing, strength. Just as Mareek ended up eventually growing a bit closer to those bearing strength he lacked, he manifested his own brand of the stuff throughout the story- I never went into PA with the intention of having him be one of the best of his class or trying to win "All" the fights, I just figured, since his mother had been a trainer, and a damn strict one at that, it make sense if he wasn't a total newb... during that first battle with Slade, Exlink's PC at the time, the kid actually amazed me with how calm and meticulous he was, infact he even fucking underestimated Slade (which proved to be a bad idea in the end, resulting in a draw where it could've been a victory for him if he had taken more care. Interestingly enough though, he and slade ended up as Roomates after that. Mareek saw him as kinda derpy at first, but eventually that fedora sporting red head started to grow a bit on him as the plot progressed). Needless to say, from that first fight onward, it was strange... simply from the elements of his personality type (INTJ) combined with his mother's tutelage and his own latent creativity, he arose to become a candidate for the best fighter of his class. I never went into a fight seeking to lose, I just went in wanting to write something entertaining, that I could be proud of regardless of outcome... and lo and behold, guess the effort really paid off.
But he also had strength he had no idea about or didn't acknowledge. Despite his fear of his own self and feelings that he was a coward for being able to put up a facade to face the world but crumbling the minute he looked inwardly at his own failings, he was alot more courageous than I think he gave himself credit for. This was a kid who quite literally wanted to hunt fucking terrorist as the head of International Police someday, thinking only of the good for the world he felt a reformed IP could do, and nothing of the personal risk to himself from such a job (He was honestly a bit obsessed about it, honestly, but regardless...). Then there's times in the actual story as well when he charged into something with little thought of the danger for himself, caring only about the person or mon he saw in trouble. Like seriously, coward though he was, he was a better type of coward than most cowards- his fear kept him away from trying to get close to people, hindered his development socially, but it couldn't stop him from doing what he felt was right in the end, didn't even make him blink. Hell, in fact, I think it probably pushed him further to act.
Now then, in the end, I planned for him to eventually learn forgiveness after meeting his brother after all the years apart from each other and seeing his side of the story and that he wasn't quite the monster he had made him out to be after he left... but the RP didn't get that far. That's what makes me the saddest to be honest...
And now here I go again, trying to achieve that Happy ending in PLD. I'll admit, I was apprehensive when jory approached me with the plans for the story and asked me to help run it, but well, I figured, if I could have another shot and finishing that tale of brothers I began... though, as it is now, I'm abit worried about whether I can do it, whether I've done enough ground work or will need more, but... eh, LD is still in it's beginning stages... plus I have time off right now while Jory's messing with you guys.
Erce, The Iron Angel- Ol Erce. She's a scyther, but fuck it, she's still a character I fucking loved. You can't have Classic Mareek without Erce around as well. They had similar personalities in a few ways, Erce was no none sense and to the point. She was like an Adult among a bunch of little kids- and I mean that... chronologically, she was probably somewhere between her late twenties to mid thirties, and she was a hell of a lot more mature than most of the starting partners present in the RP. She was both Mareek's protector and his moral compass, in case it was ever needed when he came to a hard decision (such as an encounter with his brother), and that was because she was basically nothing until Mareek's older brother gave her to him as a gift on his birthday (long story... involves stealing from Giovanni and the Game Corner, but old Gi was cool with it when he heard his brother's reason and didn't have Galen like, knocked off for stealing from the mob). and in truth, Erce imprinted on Mareek the image of the child she had lost (Yes, even the scyther has a backstory. His entire god damn team had backstories that made them who they are.). My only regret... is I never got to use the Metal Coat. I'm sorry Erce, you would've made a fucking magnificent Scizor.
Nemo, the Atoning Little Soldier- Nemo, ma boy. You changed so much in just a few months with Mareek's guidance. Honestly, I think you two really needed each other, more than either could've known. Both of you were like fucking steroids for the others confidence and self-esteem; Mareek helped you discover the power of raw determination and you were like a little buddy to him. Like, not gonna lie, little bloke, out of the 3 OGs of the Sisto Squad, you had the most developmental impact, even more than erce, which was fucking amazing to me because she had years of bonding more than you. I don't think I could've been any prouder when you completed your journey from lonely little orphan crying because some bitch of a swellow stole his club, to a feisty little fighter wasn't gonna back down or take jack shit from the world anymore. I salute you, good cubone. Hopefully, in your new place at Marcella's side in LD, you can help me finish the story of two brothers... or a brother and sister, as it is now.
Anyways, you were fucking badass, and I loved every minute of writing you, even during the fall to darkness and rise to redemption after the death of java.
Java, the Space Duck- Java, you glorious bastard. That's all I can say. You practically ran shit in the Sisto Squad, I don't think Mareek would've done anywhere near as great a job in the beginning without your help. And even more than just being a manager, you were someone he could talk to and who could actually speak back in human language. Everyone on the team took your death hard bro, but I know Mareek was definitely the one who felt your lose the hardest. You two were the best of friends, right up until the bloody end... I mean, damn man. I fucking cried when I wrote all that. Just as you had grown on Mareek and the others, you had grown on me too, space duck, I found myself mourning you just as they did, even though I knew full well you'd rise again from the ashes of your fate, even if it would take quite some time... you meant that much to me as a character. Just like Nemo, I salute you. Without your influence, I know that Mareek would've been a lot worse off in his development.
Rest In Peace, you glorious bastard of a space duck. May flights of Pidoves sing thee to thy rest.
That's all for now.