So I have something to confess, who would have thought?
So yeah, most of you may know me as to be the sassy, wise-mouth, rather sarcastic and enjoys being goofy Explosms. I put a thing here or there, and never really share the inner workings of what's going on in my life, usually that I have a date here or there, or I'm having a bit to drink or I've done something in D&D. Well, here's the thing: I've kind of been suffering in silence in my own personal hell.
But I've overcome that, and I've come to grip the problem and have surpassed it. I've come to terms with the issue and have realised something: I'm genderfluid, but please let me explain.
There have been days where I have woken up feeling more female than male, more male than female, sometimes waking up as neither or waking up as both. Even though I usually identify by my sex, it doesn't mean I've been having gender issues on the side. i know I usually identify as androgynous, though I didn't feel as if that was right. Gender itself is a complex thing, especially when you realise there are over thirty seven different genders that one could use to identify themselves as. However, i don't go through the phantom phenomena that bi/tri/pangenders go through, and so I can't identify as one of them. As queer as it feels, i feel as if genderfluid is what best describes me.
I haven't really told anyone that I was going through this, nor that I had come to terms with it either. I felt that Reborn, who has seen me through my best and worst, who has seen me progress as a human being and has been there as I've matured as a person, should be the first to know of this progression (if that's the right word for it, I'm not overly sure).
But yes, hello. I'm Explosms. An occasionally male, occasionally female, sometimes neither or both, genderfluid English Reborn user..