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I didn't think I'd be here again. It's been a while since we've spoken.
We start talking, and I remember all the times we've spent together. It always tasted the same for the first few words.You're bitter, dark, and cruel. You remind me of the worst in me. You make me wish you were never there.
And then you take it away.
A few words in and I remember why I always came to you. A few words in and the buzzing in my head tells me I'm losing myself once again.
Mayhaps, losing yourself is not so bad after all - You reassure me. True. Maybe it isn't so bad after all.
We continue our exchange and I feel the numbness. Like always - From the top of my head to the tips of my fingers. A familiar sensation if there ever was one - I'm filled with you, complete by your essence - And empty just the same.
At the end of the day, you give me nothing, and you take everything away from me, but I keep coming back. It's been a while since we spoke. I wonder how much until I decide to talk to you again.
Stupor