she gained 6072 pts. so, you know i can play pokemon. besides that, i'm maybe somewhere on the autsy spectrum (autistic-related conditions). maybe it's why i play so good, maybe not. i'm good with a guns on games, rpgs, cars, lots. i can snipe covenant on halo until my score is sometimes double the 2nd place person. it's lonely sometimes tho, cuz yea. i also have benjamin buttons syndrome. it's called that, but it actually means the opposite of mr. button's case. i stopped aging as a kid, and now i'm a kid forever. i actually believe we live forever, and we just go to the real world when we leave here, so i'll be a kid there too, since my soul seems to be like this in every way, too. maybe that's part why i like games so much. my brain stopped, body stopped, emotions stopped, everything. so, forgive if i say anything weird, cuz it's not weird. i'm just lil. i say thing kids say. like i said, my thinking, feelings, and physical body stopped aging. so i cry over stuff grownups don't even come close to crying over, like getting a lil cut. i have those needs, like needing to be held by a big sis/mama type person. it makes me feel secure. people say i brag, but i just tell stuff about me. i'm proud of me and love me, but i can talk about what's not good about me, too. i'm the worst person ever, at sports. i never build muscle, or even fat, so no sumo wrestling for me. people might totally think i should be a cheerleader cuz i'm so good looking and can dance and sing. but, i wouldn't be able to jump like that. too weak. i'm like a stick bug, but short. the only thing i have is super flexibility, and that only works with dancing. people who like tiny think of me as a 10, but if you like even a tiny but of muscle or fat, i'm like a -10. i guess my face is a 10 no matter what, but if you like strong features, then no. then, it's a 10, but not in a hot sorta way. guess that doesn't really count as a bad thing, but i have plenty of not good things i can talk about. like, i'm not smart at all. well, i can think super fast, but only with simple things. i'll couldn't become a genius, even if i tried, ehe. also, my condition makes me stuck weak. i never get any tougher. so, i can't do the grownup jobs or college work, cuz of the stress (i dropped out when i was half way done with my senior highschool year, and never landed a real job, no matter how many times i tried, or how hard). about dating, since people might be wondering cuz of my age being stuck, yea. i don't really date. i can't commit. i rather just have affection with friends. so, that. i can't do it with kids, cuz they'll grow up. so, i basically just do it in my head, rp, or whatever, until i meet another kid with bbs who's my type. yea, i'm allowed to play this game. it's just bad words, and some pixel violence. tho, i only like some parts of the story. you know how i believe we actually live forever, so yea. that's my bitstrip i made in my pic, yea, so that's what i look like. that's why the face looks so babyish, cuz my stunted kid traits. i can't put pics on the nets, cuz stranger danger. but, i'm hoping i can do it with deviantart soon, cuz i love modeling. so, ask me whatever, but don't asking about my bbs. it's not a disorder. i'm not broken, i'm unique, just like you. i talked so much about it, so i could pretty much cover all the questions. remember, i think my soul is this way, too. that's why i never grow out of emotional need that we kids have. so, it's not a bad thing, just me. gg, talk to you all soon. (if you're wondering about the way i talk, i'm just a super prep, that's all. not the beach clothes american kind. i'm the super normal, traditional, fancy formal clothes wearing kind, except i don't bully people. i don't hate people.)
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