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Exactly. I know this, but it does not help that I see holiday stuff and that his birthday is 25th of January, so a month after Christmas, when he and his aunt were going to visit me. I feel a bit better today. I know aftershocks will happen for the rest of my life. I have pics of him. They help some and so do the poems he wrote me. I can eventually tell everyone who wishes to know more about his likes and personality.
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If you get a PM from me, I appreciate the listening ear. I wish so much to hear his voice. I may get a spirit box. I haven't been without him until his death from the day I met him, which leaves a hole. We talked audibly for sixteen hours every single day on Skype. Even holidays. Her name is Noki. I feel her purrs and calm somewhat. I have issues functioning if she is not in my line of sight or I am not home for a long period of time. My friends and roommates, who technically own her, have commented I bonded with her instantly and she sleeps on my feet or against my leg if I am awake. I miss my Fiance to a point where I feel isolated from society as a whole. You understand the pain level. Its like a part of me died with him. I'm so bad off that even the VICAR, aka head of the Church of England, openly prayed for me at his funeral. His aunt emailed me an audio recording of it.
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I try hard, its just so mentally draining and I wish I could have gone to his funeral. I know I will keep my promises to him until I die. I appreciate your words so much. I swear he hugs me sometimes. I know I will love him alone until I die. I am not being dark or pessimistic. I am being honest. Nobody can even come close to how kind he was. I have a feeling my health won't last as my family history has a ton of issues littered in it and I have disabilities and a heart condition. If I PM you anytime, I hope that is okay. You have made me smile. Thank you.
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Good morning, afternoon, evening, whatever fits the time where you are, readers. My name is Naoto on here, and I am finally able to say what has happened in the year I have been offline. Most of it is decent... One thing is the worst ever pain I wish upon NOBODY in the entire world... The good: I am finally in a safe and stable home environment. I have access to Wi-Fi, two amazing roommates, and 2 loving cats, one of whom is attached to me like a Remoraid to a Mantine. The bad: ..... My loving, caring, gentleman, precious Fiance and Soulmate.... passed away on my birthday this year.... June 18th.... Everything is a trigger, I hurt to a point I feel dead inside and I feel totally and utterly alone.... I wish this pain on not one being alive... I can't bare this pain some days so sleep until like 6 pm for me... Therapy does NOTHING, and I've tried several different therapists. None have helped at all. I was unable to attend his funeral in the UK because the people who were going to buy my ticket had a family emergency. I was with him over 16 years.... over half my life.... I'm lost..... I need advice.... Please.... I feel worthless. None of the friends I have understand and think I obsess over him if I mention him at all.... I am super close to his aunt, but she is retired and I don't want to be too clingy to her.... What do I do? Thanks for any advice or encouragement...
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My fiance and soulmate passed away on my birthday this year.... Ive also been moving. Hence not being on... Ame-sama.. I miss you..
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Ame-sama is one of the nicest people I have ever met. <3
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Very nice choices. I tend to try and avoid Legendaries too. OMFG Naruto! Nice choices! Here is another character I came up with a team for! Shiba Tatsuya (Mahouka Koukou No Rettousei) 1. Arceus (with ALL plates in his inventory), Tatsuya has the powers of Mahesvara aka Shiva of Indian Mythology. 2. Yveltal, Tatsuya is called The Destroyer, God of Destruction, and The Demon of Okinawa. Plus, he can REGENERATE, and basically never die. 3. Female Meowstic with Competitive Ability, Tatsuya can erase a bullet in the air after it was fired. With his HAND. 4. Luxray, as it can see through things and has immense power. 5. Mega Aerodactyl, because its VERY powerful and insanely fast. 6. Kommo-o, just watch the anime episode where he beats the living sh*t out of a tiger guy that had overwhelmed a very powerful Senpai of his. He basically nearly kills this guy in like... 3 or 4 hits. As stated before, I hate relying on Legendaries, but Tatsuya requires them.
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I thought that also until I watched a playthrough of FATE/Extella. How she fights in it cloaks her moves in fire, like Flame Wheel. I also had reserved psychic typing for Solgaleo. Thanks for replying!
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After episode 16 redownloads (my comp is being a butt, had to reinstall) I can show where I am. I am lost. May well need my game looked at.
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Hello, Ame-sama!! I missed you~! How have you been?
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Okay, I am totally lost. I beat the ice chick. Now I need meds and the Mart is unreachable. NANIII? I am also grinding levels for the boss fight to protect the kids. That's all I remember. ><
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Hey all, if this belongs elsewhere, feel free to move it. So, a wild thought occurred to me today as I installed the Reborn update-- What Pokemon would non Pokemon related anime or video game characters have as a team? I decided to post a topic and see where it goes! I am using gifs but nobody else needs to. Lets begin with the character that started this little idea in the first place! Character: Nero Claudius Caesar Augustus Germanicus Franchise: FATE Pokemon Team: 1. Roserade: 2. Volcarona: (Shiny) 3. Typhlosion: 4. Pyroar: (Male specifically) 5. Incineroar: 6. Solgaleo: Explanation: Why did I choose these Pokemon? Simple. Nero is called "The Flower of Rome" and is "The Empress of Roses". She values beauty, power, elegance, honesty, and kindness. She is also a bold, charismatic ruler who was beloved by her people in life. I will explain each choice by number. 1. Her affiliation with roses. 2. Her Noble Phantasm: Aestus Domus Aurea: Golden Theater of the Flamboyant aka Golden Theater of the Deranged. To summon it, she says in Fate/Extra: “Behold my glory... Hear the thunderous applause... Sit down and praise... My Golden Theater! Kingdom of Heaven and Hell... My heaven, reconstructed! This is where the limelight shines!” Shiny Volcarona is gold, in other words. 3. Typhlosion is straight up powerful, fast and a pure Fire-type. 4. Male Pyroar are regal and powerful. Plus, from behind, their manes look like flowers. 5. Incineroar is a showoff and would meld with her nicely. 6. She manifests as a Saber class. Steel. Solgaleo is regal, cute, and again, the mane is flower-esque from behind. Plus, Solgaleo would easily wreck armies so there's that too. Please remove the highlight effect behind Golden Theater of the Deranged up above please and thank you.
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Where would I post a forum game about anime/game characters and the teams of pokemon people think they would have?
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I got a creepy call from what turned out to be an ESCORT SERVICE earlier, giving details of my friend's apartment, name, right down to her apartment number. They impersonated her case manager. I called her, asked about this, she called her case manager, then said she hadn't called me. They knew my name, my friend's name, etc. I know who did it, her "boyfriend". I told her this, and she defends him. What do I do?
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I'd say warn her very clearly about what you know, and keep an eye out for her, but don't act in her stead. If her bf is a toxic person, it's up to her to figure it out and sort things out with him.
If you suspect the people who got her personal details are dangerous, gently but firmly advise her to call the police.
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Known as: Opal or Naoto (Persona 4) Age: 30 Gender: Female Birthday: June 18th Location: USA (which sucks) Height: 5'6" Hair Color: Brunette with blonde streaks (natural) Eye Color: Hazel Lives with: I live alone Pets: None, but I WANT ALL CATS T^T Relationship status: Happily Engaged <3 Favourite Food: Pizza Favourite Drink: Ginger Ale Favourite Color: Red Favourite kind of Music: Heavy Metal Favourite Band: Disturbed Favourite Album: Evanescence (by Evanescence) Favourite Song: Sis Puella Magica!, GravityWall (Re:Creators opening 1) Favourite Game: Pokemon, Persona 3 Portable Favourite Genre of Game: RPG Favourite Hobbies: Playing Persona, playing Pokemon, researching stuff, snuggling cats. Favourite Movies: A Nightmare on Elm Street franchise. (ORIGINAL ONES, NOT remake!) Favourite Shows: NCIS, Game of Thrones, Doctor Who So, who are you?: I am a 30 year old woman, quiet and sweet to those I care for. Anything you're responsible for?: Not here no. If you had to choose one of your posts as your way to introduce yourself, which would it be? Too many to choose from. What can I talk to you about? Persona, Pokemon, anything not pervy. Closing statements? Have a nice day.
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Hey everyone, sorry for the extended absence, I live in a place without wifi and I feel unsafe since there are gunshots almost daily and I am surrounded by graveyards, heck, one is across the street from where I live. T_T
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What's odd is the SOS chain mechanic: How is anyone supposed to chain hundreds of a Pokemon when there is ZERO way to have moves last that long?
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Lovely pic of her! She's the spitting image of Dia though. I will show you what I mean if you want! XD
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No no, I just reeeeeallllllly love Incineroar. On a side note: Is your avvii picture Dia Kurosawa from Love Live! Sunshine!! ?? If so, we share the same best girl!
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I need this cutie in my life. I have hunted for days with no luck. I have some pretty good foreign Pokemon with high IVs I am willing to trade for it, none are shiny, sadly. The GTS is full of trolls. Lots and lots of trolls.
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For Litten ONLY, yes.
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Here is the realization that I have come to: In terms of favourite generations.... 2 and 7 share the top spot, then 4-6 take second place, then 1 takes third place, and 3 is by far the WORST for me. Starters: Typhlosion, Icineroar, Serperior, Turtwig, Totodile, all of 6th gen, Charizard, and Mudkip. I.... Never thought, not for a single millisecond, that ANY generation would come close to Johto for me due to the loss of a dear friend who helped me graduate high school with Pokemon being the way she helped me study for the proficiency exam for mathematics. She... died of organ system failure soon after gifting me her old copies of GSC and a GBC when I was 16. Sun helped me in many ways, just as she did with GSC way back then. For this reason, Alola will be tied with Johto where her memory will remain for as long as I live.
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Ame-sama. The site is lovely. I am always around if you need help with anything. How have you been?
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I do appreciate the offer, but we've mooostly got it under control! As for French... I took some in high school, but no thanks. I do study Japanese daily though, so we've got that in common instead.
Stress is definitely a huge thing for me since I internalize a lot of it... it's something I'm working on too! The human body is pretty amazing that it'll go to such dramatic lengths in response to mental factors like that... so I'm glad he got better. I think the worst of it is also over for me, but thanks for the reminder. ^^
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You and me both, my friend. A good tip for you that helps him, as he is like a male version of you in the stress internalization part. He tends to be a loving, sweet, loyal, but private man who deals with things on his own. He plays a game called Love Live School Idol Festival, in both Japanese and English as well as FATE/Grand Order. These games have done wonders for de-stressing his body and mind. I urge you to try one of them, or maybe even Idolm@ster Cinderella Girls Starlight Stage. One question for you, Ame-sama, was his body, as I suspect, trying to force him to calm down and he did not listen? You are most welcome. You mean a ton to me, and honestly, I bet more people here than you realize have been helped by you. Your aura is very soothing. While the site was updating, I got very stressed due to my right leg being slightly swollen to the point I was barely able to walk, so I thought to myself about your advice on remaining calm, and it helped me immensely.
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I'm a bit familiar with Grand Order since a lot of my friends played it, but I think I want to start with F/SN before breaking into those. As for the idol games-- I'm not opposed to trying them sometime. What platforms are those for?
Regardless, I think everyone has different things that ground them. For him it might be those games, which is awesome. For me, I think drawing and spriting does better... but it's all good.
I don't think you have the wrong idea about his body, but it's probably not that cut and dry. The field of study that focuses on the connection of the mind and body is called psychosomatics. You might be able to do some searching on the matter on your own, but the field is lacking in concrete research right now. Some of its results are pretty incredulous in that they do not make scientific sense when examined through a neurological or biological lens... and yet the results speak for themselves. Maybe it's magic. I don't really know. But I think you are right to understand that there was at least some connection there for him.
If I was able to help, then I'm very glad. But credit for being able to do that goes to you, because many people would not choose to. You work your own magic in that regard!
