Heh, amazing, right? An entire year since I first got here. I'd say this is an anniversary thread, but... It's more just a confession thread. A confession that's not needed, and really was unwarranted. But, really, I'd prefer admitting to it, but only because it'd mean talking about myself. What would that mean? Well, it'll be obvious soon.
I'm sure you might know what narcissism is. Basically, it means you think a bit too highly of yourself. Generally, I find people see narcissism as a negative trait. Maybe I'm wrong, but really, it's up to you. That's what I'd like say to you: I consider myself a narcissist. I love myself more than I feel others think is necessary. Not to say that I have small bits of modesty, but I feel my narcissism is stronger than the modesty. In my mind, I feel above quite a few others, but not everyone. I feel like I deserve to be treated highly, but I will accept being treated as your equal. Admittedly, I feel that I don't need to feel in any way bad about being a narcissist. Although, I guess that's par for the course when you love yourself, and your own thoughts. But I also feel like it has some good reasoning behind it. I... wasn't always as confident and extroverted as I am now. I used to self-deprecate myself. But, one day, I decided that I didn't want to self-deprecate myself, for whatever. So, to deal with that issue, I decided to tell myself that I wasn't as inferior as I call myself. I told myself that I was better than others. With that mindset, I started to feel more confident in myself. In other words, I used my narcissism to strengthen my self-esteem. Heh, well, a year certainly passed quickly. In a few days, I'll even be 18. Feels like so long since I first came here, and made the friends I have now. Why don't I list out the notable ones?