yo girl ill be honest youre exaggerating over that suspension!! you did absolutely nothing wrong so why would it make you a failure???? parents are just being parents n shit there aint much to do about that next to accepting that theyre being horrible
just get some help for that depression its what i did and its working pretty ok right now?? but dont try to completely get rid of it because then youll be disappointed i guess so just try to live with it
if you can get help through school that would be neato, just tell them you dont want your parents to be involved and they should respect that