Candy

It probably won't fly by, but I think it'll be as enjoyable as you want it to be. I'm not the out-going type either, so I barely went to school activities, but I think I enjoyed it thanks to my friends and teachers (I had amazingly great teachers with good sense of humor)

It was fun, even if I was confused and couldn't help out much

Luvdisc. It's stats are horrible and dunno why anyone would catch one unless they were looking for heartscales

I'm a confused detective, so I have no choice but to side with the majority, hopefully more informed than myself, detectives [Eliminate] HogaarseBear

Awright, guess I'll just vote with my eyes closed. [Eliminate] Alphagar

Ok I'm feeling I'm a confused detective so I'll listen to y'all and vote later

It would be best to explain your reasoning, before ppl start doubting you...

Should we pursue Amine, whom all of us who investigated seemed to get a response that said mafia?

Idk I also thought I was insane, which if it was true, Amine and Greninja are mafia.

Yup, I won't be around until about five hours from now, but I'll pm you

Welp I guess I'll just go with people's hunches bc I'm starting to believe I'm a confused detective :/ [Eilminate] Pdart0304 [Answer] Question C

that's pretty smart tbh

Well winter --> snow isn't a difficult association, though I did have a little suspicion about Amine already

I wonder why Quinnox would turn him in tho

Did anyone else investigate who might be the WinterNaruto Quinnox mentioned?

Happy birthday

Hello, this is the Reborn section, so I'd advise you to post on rejuvenation section

It'll be a miracle if Jace survives more than this coming night, but I think we'll have an advantage with what he already said And sorry Paul, but honestly your convo with Amber made me doubt your innocence. Since I won't be too available for two days, I'll cast my vote already. [Eliminate] Quinnox [Answer] Question C

That's prolly cause we voted against you

Maybe you should edit and strike through your previous vote so Monsieur doesn't get confused As to me, since I've barely got detective skills, I'll just go with my instinct and vote [Eliminate Paul25] I apologize if my instinct is wrong

I'll consider unfriending him, though I admit that when I meditated it in the shower (as I tend to do with my problems), I felt my stomach sink just with the thought. That means that my own self is preventing me from moving forward, which irritates me, but I've heard that time can be a remedy to situations like this (8 years, believe it or not, may not have been enough) so I'm hoping that one of these days I'll grow courage to do it. I agree too 8 years really is a long time - and they say that time heals this type of shit, but I wonder how many years they were referring to?? Thanks, I've known for a long time that my self-esteem is rock bottom (my mother complains about it, but I don't think there's a cure for that sort of thing). I didn't use to be like this, though - I was raised a confident child, but sometime during middle school... I wonder what happened. Must have been the bullying My mind is full of degrading thoughts about myself, not just concerning this specific case. People say humans tend to be sweet to themselves and harsh on others, but I'm quite the opposite. So if the situation was reversed... no way, I'd never say those things to him or any other human being. But honestly I do think I deserve worse for being who I am (no reason to lie here) - facts are that I'm surrounded by happiness (good parents, enough wealth, good grades which I get from putting minimal effort, great friends, lazy lifestyle, even potential boyfriend, etc) yet I feel like I should've been born in an entire different environment. To make matters worse, I feel guilty for feeling guilty about having good fortune (as in I wish I could just happily accept my good fortune). It'll take a miracle to change that ugly side of me - first I need to find proof that I'm worthy of what I have, and that'll take a miracle in itself! Thanks, I've been doing it slow. As you can tell, 8 years have passed, but in the early years, I used to think of him much more - while I was still in the school he went, my days consisted of hoping I'd get a glimpse of him, as childish (I was, indeed, 14) and foolish as it may sound. Now he only appears in like 3 mental stories (I'm a daydreamer and writer, so have a total of about 10 stories in my head - of course I think of one at a time though!), and I remember him when I see relevant things. Some days, I outright hate myself for being fixated on this one guy. That's where those self-hated quotes come from. Other days, I just accept this is who I am now, a person that will love for years, until the magical day that she'll be able to put it in the past where it belongs. I hope I can do more of the latter, but knowing my propensity to self-repudiate and self-shame, I doubt it... I'll try to remember your words when that happens though Given that the majority seems to advice against my communicating with him (thank god, really - my heart cannot take that stress), I'll have him be one of the shots I missed for not taking them Honestly, I've never told this story to anyone like this. I've written blog posts (which very few read) and that story (which I've gotten some compliments, for being an artistic piece, but no comments on the content), but not a thorough list of the facts, expecting anyone to reply like I did (though truthfully, I half-expected not to get any response on here too, since it's not as heavy as the other rant/rapport posts). I only told my mother last year, accepting that I'd been truly in love with that guy at the age of 14, but she dismissed it as a case of immature love. I didn't tell her that I was still struggling, because I knew she'd just tell me what I know I must do - forget. I think if anything, it must be a little progress. A change from a person who internalizes her feelings, to a person who at least was able to look at them head on, and publish it somewhere anonymous, but not so much (forums are interesting - I go by the nickname of "Candy", but I feel there's part of my persona attached to that nickname here).

might as well bump this once in a while...

I think 3-4, bc mafia wins when they outnumber us, so the number should make their win realistically possible

I believe I'll go with [Answer] Question A But I'll have to think about who to kill.

Incredible - it seems I somehow managed to demonstrate my insecurities and XXS (practically nonexistent) self-esteem Thanks y'all for taking this matter seriously and trying to help! This community is def one of the best things that's happened to me (and I shouldn't think something like "I don't deserve this", right?) I thought about doing something like that (saying hi), but I'm the type to think more about what the other person will feel rather than my own satisfaction. I can't message him after 8 years of severed friendship, to tell him I'd like to be friends again, because that'd probably creep the f out of him. I've kinda tried that with someone I met, and even a week after meeting him was enough to give him the sense of "why are you messaging me??" Thx, but I think I'll regret it with either option (messaging him, or forgetting him). This is something I should've known when I was 14. I've made a lot of mistakes, but one of the biggest ones is not pulling out the courage to tell him how I felt, until it was too late. At least a rejection would've provided me with a sense of closure, and I believe the reason why I drag the memories with him is that I never got that closure - I left the question of his affection toward me uncertain. Thanks for the support I also believe the option to forget is the correct one, though that's easier written than done. I'm very forgetful, but the things one wants to forget the most are the things that don't want to get forgotten. Anything related to him reminds me of him, even to this day... I must've done something terrible in my previous life I'll get back to the rest later, because I've gotta run to work!