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  1. -A Keyboard Fantasy- Before me sits an empty screen Beneath it a string of awaiting keys But what comes next? an A or B I'm so far removed from the harmony The screen stares on, the keys begin to sing I can't hear the plucking of my own heartstrings Step by step, the keys begin to march They stand up strong, the dance has begun The creaking of a chair as I sit uncomfortably Left and right, they encircle me The room begins to spin, keys staring at me I can't escape this grueling symphony BUT WAIT! I blink There's still an empty screen I sigh a deep breath, and sit up straight I must press on, no time left to waste The world is waiting for me to take my leap Just keep on staring, just don't blink Once more with feeling, the keys begin to sing Hand in hand, they dance around and plead No more silence means no more worries The orchestra awaits the conductors lead I stand up tall and take it in stride Left foot, right foot, join in on the march We're running out of time for an eternity They keys just won't stop staring at me BUT WAIT! I awake The screen is still empty
  2. Once upon a time, I started using these forums to post my own poems just as a way of getting them into the world, but something happened two years ago that sort of permanently stopped me from doing that, just mentally. It's taken me this long to feel like I can do anything about it, which may be my own fault for letting it fester, I'm not sure. But around a month ago, out of nowhere, I started cleaning my house, and now it's the best it's ever looked and I can finally use my space to do some of the things I've always wanted to do here. But an unexpected outcome occured. Because I no longer felt shackled down by my environment, I began searching for new places to explore, and began attending events in person that I never would have in the past. I've never really gone anywhere on my own like that before, and now I've done it twice in the past month alone. I even have a little niece that I've been building a relationship with, and now after two years of darkness, I feel like there is a possibility of finding the light once more. I feel it will be hard, and quite arduous, but in spite of that, I feel it may be time to start writing once again, and starting today I will try to make a new poem once again.
  3. I keep forgetting the entire plot of the game each time I beat it, as well as the names of all the characters, locations, and the everything else. What do I doooo
  4. I stand atop a lonely place, a bottomless drop at every face All before had left, are gone, I just wanted to hold on When I saw you my heart would rise, but the dark would try and fight I'm so sorry I held too tight. I just wished to know if things were alright But there was just silence I try to reach you but you're gone. There's just an empty endless fall Why must I remain alone. Why do I deserve this lonely throne Stop don't think I am not worth this giant pile of dirt Are you disgusted at my sight, why must I fight this endless plight Why bother thinking for myself when I just want to lift you up from hell But no.... just silence Are you laughing are you crying, Are you bleeding are you dying My heart aches buried under this unending silence I'm sorry that I wanted some superficial promise Some kind of nonexistent guarantee, just a little confidence But then you just left me here to stand alone no warning or compromise And once again the abyss wrapped me in this darkness This hellish unending silence
  5. -A Little Seed- There are no more leaves left on me The rain has stopped, the fruits all rot My roots no longer keep me steady A fog spans the hills, I cannot see As dark clouds loom over me And the Moon rises from an abysmal sea What hope is there for this wilting tree? But then, something falls A tiny little seed Suddenly the world can be seen But not just one, or two, or three The future shows an infinite tree One where this little seed grows green Another where it reaches out for the midnight sea Yet again, but now a willow that weeps Which one could possibly carry me? Then I realized It was which ever I chose to believe...
  6. I can feel it calling. The darkness that keeps crawling The shadows that hide behind my eyes I don't want it to be here. How can I purge this black streak of lies The faces that look down on me. They fill me with burning agony How do I survive the eventide The pit, it is calling. Pulling me until I'm falling It wants me to succumb to the twilight It demands a sacrifice How will I survive?
  7. Thank you so much for thinking so. I hope I can share more in the future~
  8. I have been in this community for such a long time now, but I've been so reclusive and hobbled up in my hole. I'm hoping that with this I can start to get brighter, and perhaps turn this community into a place I can call home.
  9. Back and forth my mind will go, a ticking clock with no end goal A looming shadow, a creeping fear Overbearing intensity floods my mind, leaking from my ears I don't want it, take it away, why isn't it gone, why does it stay Why must my heart always pull me back into this widening hole that leaves me trapped But then I think Maybe my heart just doesn't want to be alone Perhaps if I were to comfort it, it would start to grow Is the light that I seek a seed that I must plant? Can it only reach the sky with my guidance and acceptance? For so long I've struggled with this Polarity, controlling me But perhaps it is the very thing that keeps me alive today
  10. I am a Polar Bear. A very happy one. Not always and with varying degrees of duration and intensity, but a happy Polar Bear I remain. For seven years now, time and time again all from a Pokemon Fangame that I knew so little about. It makes me feel so warm and fuzzy and happy on the inside, and if ever these words were to reach you, I would be happier still. If ever they did, all I would want to say isΒ Thank You, over and over again.

  11. The thought of doing this completely slipped my mind. Thank you very much.
  12. I am in dire need of a Skull fossil, and am very rapidly running out of minable rocks within my save file. All suggestions can and will be appreciated.
  13. Would a Polar Bear's tongue be blue if a Polar Bear could lick ice too, or would a Polar Bear be disappointed through and through because a Polar Bear's tongue wasn't blue too?
  14. So is this the latest version of Rejuvenation or should I be somewhere else? Because the main Pokemon Rejuvenation webpage says the download link is for episodes 1-10. Sorry, but I'm confused.
  15. For some reason the Quiz link in the original post is saying "404 Not Found" every time I click on it. Can anybody help please?
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