Guest Posted April 7, 2015 Share Posted April 7, 2015 (edited) Ahem... i'm not really the kind of person to make stuff like this since i get scared of saying something stupid or not wording my thought properly but i just felt this was necessary. Two years ago things were getting a new level of messed up for me and i found myself facing all kinds of problems at once, but to make it short i'll just say that... A lot happened. It all ended up with me cutting off my contacts with everyone i could (because i thought they'd be better off without me and i didn't want to get hurt when they'd inevitably gone away) and with me developing all kinds of issues, including a possible borderline disorder, according to my psychologist. I had to take anxiety pills for a couple months to keep me from going crazy. ... And then i met Pokemon Reborn, and it was possibly one of the best things that happened to me in a while. Maybe it was the open-minded aura; maybe finding a community like this after trying to shut off everything away from me seemed like a good way to start over, but the more i stayed around, even if i didn't interact much with other members save for a few exceptions, i found myself more and more coming to terms with my mistakes and myself and it helped me develop a much needed different view about some stuff around me. Even if i didn't talk to others much, many members inspired me in a way or another, and i felt proud to join this special community. One thing that i find so very precious here is that this place isn't judging at all: you can come as you are: no matter your flaws; no matter what you do. As long as you don't cross any lines at least. It's a common misconception that rules are there to limit your freedom, but anyways i'm getting off-track. This place can truly be a light in the dark for some. I recall Amethyst saying that respect is the top priority when it comes to regulations, and it shows. Today i managed to overcome many of the issues that i had, i got over the feeling that everyone would be better off without me and that i was a disgusting pile of rotten and twisted shit, i harnessed the strength to do things that overwhelmed me before, like standing up to myself, taking care of a child and even helping a friend with her own issues as well. I'm not sure if i would have done all this if i haven't stumbled upon that "Pokemon Reborn" link on Google. Thank you. For the awesome game, the work and effort of the staff and members, the open-minded environment and for Amethyst for starting all this, thank you. guys, now that i'm actually done with the thread i feel really nervous qq Edited April 7, 2015 by Telos Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reno Posted April 7, 2015 Share Posted April 7, 2015 Glad to hear that things worked out for you.No matter what, the community here will always welcome you and anyone who stumbles upon it. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Shing Posted April 7, 2015 Share Posted April 7, 2015 Afraid of failures and embarrising, same with me except with embarrising. But everything is going to be ok when you get forgiven and learn something from the mistakes. Aw i love this post here. Was heartfeeling. Glad that members inspired you in a really good way. And that's great. I hope you will overcome all of your negative issues. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ArmoredGuardian Posted April 7, 2015 Share Posted April 7, 2015 I wub you hippo <3 Glad you're all good. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Hypa Posted April 7, 2015 Share Posted April 7, 2015 congratz man glad you got over your demons Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Arkhi Posted April 8, 2015 Share Posted April 8, 2015 <3 You've struggled more than you ought to in this life. Glad to see you're working towards a more fruitful life. It's been outstanding getting to know you. Here's to a prosperous future. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Zephyrus the Priestess Posted April 8, 2015 Share Posted April 8, 2015 Ahem... i'm not really the kind of person to make stuff like this since i get scared of saying something stupid or not wording my thought properly but i just felt this was necessary. I know that feeling. Articulation's been a kind of difficult thing for me. But before I digress, glad to hear you're healing and conquering your demons. \o/ Let's dance and sing! Wololoooo ~ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Administrators Amethyst Posted April 9, 2015 Administrators Share Posted April 9, 2015 If it can help anyone, it's all worth it. Thank -you- for being a part of it. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Support Squad Felicity Posted April 10, 2015 Support Squad Share Posted April 10, 2015 I HAD NO HAND IN IT LOVE YOU BRO <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Flux Posted April 10, 2015 Share Posted April 10, 2015 I PLAYED AOTTG WITH YOU A FEW TIMES LOVE YOU BRO <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3 Totally not copying your style Dobs. And I totally didn't count your <3's to make sure I had the same amount. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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