KingRyan Posted September 22, 2015 Share Posted September 22, 2015 Hey guys, ryan here....again....for like, the 3rd time? Whatever. I need some opinions, and maybe some advice, and maybe a good smack in the face or 2, but i am here because i am at a fork in the road of life and i don't know where i should go. As i have mentioned countless times before, I am now at uni, and there are a bunch of pretty girls around, but not a lot of nerdy ones like myself. I found one, but she isn't as spontaneous as i am, and she is actually a little bit boring. So here i am torn between the pretty ish to pretty girls here and there, and i am stuck with this one nerdy girl also here, but then there is a road like, up a cliff. My friend sydney, who is just about as nerdy as i am. We both love pokemon, and anime, and we survived high school together. She had gone through lots of hard times with either family or health problems, and i was always her should to cry on. I always gave her lots of hugs, and i even gave her a (generated) shiny crobat named valentine for valentines day in the 10th grade. As we had grown in high school, we had come to be the best of friends, and i had even called her my sister (as opposed to wanting to date her) because i still had my hot shot of hollywood mentality where i would find the perfect stunning wife who could be everything i needed, but now that i am out here in the metaphorical deep blue sea, the fish don't seem all that great. I mean yea, there is the really pretty girl here or there, but i am WAAAAAY to much of an internet adhd pro to have a chance with any of them. I honestly don't think i would like it. Sydney is like....a 6/10 pretty-ness wise on a usual day, but she could get better, but thats besides the point. She's pretty enough for my tastes, and we're like super tight. And i have thought about her in a sexy way here or there (which guys don't do that?) but never as serious as this time. Maybe i'm just slightly homesick and missing her, but it's kind of hard to know at this point, and it's also kind of hard for me to fully pin down what 'love' feels like. So now it's an argument of love vs. lust. I will admit, i am still a virgin, and i am still 'rambunctious' to put it modestly. My mind and heart have been twisted into thinking those perfect relationships exist out there and leading me astray. And i here all these girls here in uni talking with other guys saying things like 'so you got her into the room but you didn't fuck her? wow.' Which leads me to think is there really that much puss going around in uni? But then my heart also yearns for friendship, trust, love, and companionship. Someone i can take care of, and love, and trust and goof around with, and laugh, and sit on a hill on a warm starry summer moon lit night and just be at peace with. I can say i've even wrestled with sydney and she's hosted pool parties where i was invited.......anyway, i think you guys get the point. Should i keep looking? Or should i take a chance with my best friend? Need help, send other girls advice Ryan. Dragon Prince wannabe Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Wes Posted September 22, 2015 Share Posted September 22, 2015 Man you just need to relax, focus on your schoolwork, and stop trying so hard to get laid. It ain't gonna work like that. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Hexagoen Posted September 22, 2015 Share Posted September 22, 2015 Man you just need to relax, focus on your schoolwork, and stop trying so hard to get laid. It ain't gonna work like that. amen, well said. but seriously, its kinda pointless at your stage to get into that deep of a relationship! just focus on school and you'll do fine! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
KingRyan Posted September 22, 2015 Author Share Posted September 22, 2015 is it truly that simple guys? ok then, i'll try that. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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