Cowtao Posted December 9, 2013 Share Posted December 9, 2013 I've been a train wreck lately. I've had a lot of conflicting feelings on my future, life, job, and what I'm gonna do for the rest of my life. I talked to my father. I cried, laughed, and hugged. And now I'm here to say that I am not gonna be here for a few weeks because I need to develop healthy habits and to unfuck my life. It'll be tough but I think this time, I'll finally make something of myself. So...May not be the best place to put it but this is my rant. Goodbye everyone. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Shanco Posted December 9, 2013 Share Posted December 9, 2013 Everyone goes through a phase like this; it's a thing. Trust me. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
anethia Posted December 18, 2013 Share Posted December 18, 2013 (edited) There's two things.One of which I came ready for a huge paragraph about.Until I saw this pic, which is actually my avatar.It just.. sums up what I feel like right now.The other is just people who are on an equal level to you.But they still somehow fucking talk down to you. Like you're dirt. Like you're just a bit of gum on their shoe. It just doesn't seem fair how you try to be nice to them but you just get shit thrown at you for nothing you did. i also saw some people talking shit about people who self harm/suicide...why? Edited December 19, 2013 by Alatreon Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
The Fush Posted December 19, 2013 Share Posted December 19, 2013 The other is just people who are on an equal level to you. But they still somehow fucking talk down to you. Like you're dirt. Like you're just a bit of gum on their shoe. It just doesn't seem fair how you try to be nice to them but you just get shit thrown at you for nothing you did. If there's one thing idiots love, it's self-satisfication. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Tempest Posted December 19, 2013 Share Posted December 19, 2013 I'm just gonna rant here. First off this has just been a string of bad days. It's just been a shitty week. I've had terrible grades on my quizzes in the past two weeks and all of the bad marks are from my own mistakes. There;s nothing that pisses me off more than me making stupid mistakes, even when I know the material. Also, my bitch of a teacher got even worse this week. She posted an announcement on our class page this morning about a test we had today. We had learned nothing about the test at all and have had no knowledge of it. Last week we had a different test that no one got higher then a D on because she just read of a website. Then when you'd ask her a question she'd just scream at you. She's terrible. On top of this, my long time friend, who, yes is in college when I'm only a freshmen, came back to visit everyone in my church group. We were catching up he asked me what classes I was taking. I'm not going to lie, I'm taking some pretty advanced classes, but I told him the first two, and then he just screamed at me that no one cared and that he was done with me. I've done nothing to piss him off and he was fine with everyone else. My brother has been extra annoying this week and is just trying to pester me. I had a shit lacrosse practice on Tuesday and now I'm sore because I hit 400 golf balls on Monday and then had lacrosse practice and worked out Wednesday. I'm now sick with a headache and upset stomach. Basically, every fucking thing has gone wrong or bad this week. Literally the only good news I've heard all week is that I aced my Spanish test and made up for the C, C, and F, I got on the quizzes before. Now I just need to get my grade in English up so I can get straight A's again this quarter except my damn teacher will probably spring more test on us so it probably won't happen. Oh one more thing. My bitch of a teacher also gave us a 8 page essay to write over Winter Break. I seriously fucking hate her. That is all. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Yuki Posted December 22, 2013 Author Share Posted December 22, 2013 please obliterate me from this plane of existance Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Cowtao Posted December 24, 2013 Share Posted December 24, 2013 (edited) I'm kinda struggling throughout this night for some reason. I feel kinda strange and weird saying this but I need some of your help. Ever since I've joined Reborn, I'm kinda carrying a burden that has been bothering me throughout most of my time here. I was part of the anime community on Facebook as many already probably know but since joining this site I kinda left a lot of my friends away in the saddle. I feel bad that a left the majority of my friends away from Facebook, but when I come back I feel bad that i'm leaving you guys behind too. I keep trying to juggle between friends from here and friends from my other sites I visited but it just doesn't seem to work out in the end and I feel pretty damn awful. So.. This is gonna be a longshot. I'm starting a group of friends from all the sites I visited and made a lot of friends with and putting it into a Skype Group. If there is anyone that can help me through this i'd really appreciate this. This is something that means a lot towards me so I would like any help that I could get. The size of it maybe large or medium but I just wanna be able to make my life less of a hassle and mess so I could talk to all the people that I care about. So if you can please, send me a FR request or a message over at skype. Thanks.I will most likely launch the group tomorrow or after Christmas. If you want a good ice-breaker between my friends on Facebook...Uhm...Most of them like Anime and are avid LoL players. >>;Username: Brandon Konata (Cow Tao) Edited December 24, 2013 by Cowtao Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Summer Posted December 24, 2013 Share Posted December 24, 2013 If you think you're not a bro by visiting us often, don't be! We don't need your presence to like you or anything - don't take this the wrong way. If you feel that by not visiting us nobody will welcome you anymore, you're still wrong! Reborn will always welcome you, even if you don't turn up for 6 months, like Mael. If you wanna, hang with your FB bros more often. We aren't jealous, after all, it's your decision, not ours. If you mix us up with your FB bros you'll feel even more obliged to hang out with us all, so don Stick to being Cowtao, and you'll be a ok ps u stink of cheese Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Summer Posted December 24, 2013 Share Posted December 24, 2013 Edit isn't clickable for some reason so ***If you mix us up with your FB bros you'll feel even more obliged to hang out with us all, so don't do that! Just Stick to being Cowtao, and you'll be a ok Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
garchomp550 Posted December 24, 2013 Share Posted December 24, 2013 (edited) My life is boring imo... Edited December 24, 2013 by garchomp550 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Cowtao Posted December 24, 2013 Share Posted December 24, 2013 I just feel pretty crappy that i'm leaving people behind the dust. I've always done this the majority of my time on the net and a good friend of mine thought of this solution. To be honest, i'm still gonna flip-flop between places but now if I don't wanna deal with that I can just go onto skype and hang out there. You all are great people, as is my facebook friends. It would gnaw at me to visit you guys if i'm even gone for a day. ;w; Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
The Fush Posted December 24, 2013 Share Posted December 24, 2013 I just feel pretty crappy that i'm leaving people behind the dust. I've always done this the majority of my time on the net and a good friend of mine thought of this solution. To be honest, i'm still gonna flip-flop between places but now if I don't wanna deal with that I can just go onto skype and hang out there. You all are great people, as is my facebook friends. It would gnaw at me to visit you guys if i'm even gone for a day. ;w; NOW LISTEN HERE YOUNG LAD YOU AIN'T LEAVIN NO ONE IN ANY DUST WE AIN'T GONNA STOP YOU FROM DOING WHAT YA WANNA DO SO GO AND DO IT SONNY Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Cowtao Posted December 24, 2013 Share Posted December 24, 2013 B-but. I just want a place where I can talk to you all and have a good time with. I don't wanna flip-flop again from place to place. ;w; Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Neo Posted December 24, 2013 Share Posted December 24, 2013 If you feel obligated to spend time with anyone, then you need to step away from either group. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Cowtao Posted December 24, 2013 Share Posted December 24, 2013 Well. That's another problem. When I was here I didn't feel obligated, then I felt obligated to stay in Facebook but I naturally drifted back here. Then I felt obligated to come back, then to come back to Reborn. ...Yeah, i'm sorry for being defensive but I really have no idea what to do. ;w; Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Maelstrom Posted December 24, 2013 Share Posted December 24, 2013 Alternate days, maybe? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Cowtao Posted December 24, 2013 Share Posted December 24, 2013 No man. I'm thinking this is the best way I can keep in contact with everyone without having it be a headache. I tried alternating days, I tried having one week for one group and the other group being dominant the next week, I've tried a lot of ideas. I really feel that this might work. ..The only part that I regret is that I feel a bit selfish asking you guys in the first place. >>; Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Maelstrom Posted December 24, 2013 Share Posted December 24, 2013 Well, I'm not a huge facebook fan. It's not my hangout. But I could give it a shot. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Cowtao Posted December 24, 2013 Share Posted December 24, 2013 I'm not asking for you to go towards Facebook. >>; I was kinda asking if you could be in a little skype group between the Anime Community from Facebook and the awesome people here. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Neo Posted December 24, 2013 Share Posted December 24, 2013 Ya know.. We've got a Facebook group. If anything, we're always nearby, ya dig? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
diana Posted December 25, 2013 Share Posted December 25, 2013 I'm so... I'm afraid of getting people something they don't want. Something they wouldn't like. And since I don't talk to my family at all (they stay away from me) I really don't get what to get them. So it bothers me when my mom pushes me to buy something LAST SECOND for them when I have no clue what to do. It's the money I had literally just gotten. I try to explain this. "Quit being such a selfish little bitch. You're not sorry. I'm so fucking mad that I have such a fucking piece of shit for a son. I should honestly take your shit back and take you home and cut all ties with you." Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Shanco Posted December 25, 2013 Share Posted December 25, 2013 Ya know.. We've got a Facebook group. What? We do? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Summer Posted December 25, 2013 Share Posted December 25, 2013 What? We do?you're slow, it's called Poke-Place Reborn Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
The Fush Posted December 25, 2013 Share Posted December 25, 2013 you're slow, it's called Poke-Place Reborn Well shit We're now infected Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
garchomp550 Posted December 27, 2013 Share Posted December 27, 2013 Being stuck at home without a car for few days in a city with poor public transportation and lack of entertainment options is driving me nuts! I had to cancel some plans with friends as they don't drive either and live in another city.... My only car is being fixed due to being rear ended on my way home, and I have to wait 2-3 more days until it's done. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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