[CW/Feedback]Lexi's Poetry

[Shamitako]

So hey. A while back I made a CW thread where I did some stuff but then I didn't do stuff. So let's try this again. This thread is dedicated to the writing of poetry. Most of it will be actual poem, other times I may just jot down my thoughts at the moment or an excerpt from my journal. Generally I'll be adding my latest works at the top

Feel free to comment on whatever, I'll try to respond to everyone

With Hope,

Lexi

My Angel

Oh sweetest angel bathed in light

Lovely angel shining bright

Let not this filthy being soil you

Hold fast unto what you find true

Time, Fear, and Monsters

Time is so delicate. You impatiently wait for the future, yet desperately beg for a moment to last an eternity. I only get to live a third of my life as myself

This bothers me

The first solution is to live longer. I'm not going to do that. The next would be... God, I can't even say it

To be myself sooner

But that would require admitting who I am.

Why must this be so frightening? Should I not be free to exist without fear?

I desperately want to stop hiding, but the world fears me. People say I'm a monster. Sometimes I believe them

Just because I see things differently

That's the real joke. It's doesn't matter how accepting you are, you still push away those who are different. Heh

Sometimes I want to be their monster. They deserve it. Maybe then they would see the mistake they've made

But I can't. No matter what they sat, what I want to believe. I am not a monster. I'm still human

Aren't I?

No Name

At that time our lips may brush

But truly still I slice open your gut

My love I bring you a gruesome death, wrought with pain and sorrow

When the life bleeds from your eyes

My heart may falter, regret pierce my soul

Look beyond my lost gaze, and remember that I love you

Words

Staring at words that will never say what I want

Words that will never say what I dread

Words with a truth I have never seen

Spouting meaningless words I won't believe in a week

Word I will barely remember tomorrow

Words that never express how I feel

They are just words

A coward's words

Empty

Empty

Cold, lonely

Dark, black, scared

Sadness

Lifeless, blank, lost

Painful, angry

Empty

Homura (Flame)

(A) Burning flame, the first act.

( Hope to open a heart so cold.

( To be together and grow old.

© Love is such a strong emotion.

(A) Searing pain, an agonizing fact.

(D) ‘Twas not hope but aimless luck.

(D) Could not save us when tragedy struck.

© Hope is such a pointless notion.

(A) Smoldering loss, the soul’s contract.

(E) Ashes of perfection gone forever.

(E) Lost unto my heart’s endeavor

© Emptiness is such a cold ocean